November 2, 2007
Comings and Goings
It’s Scorpio season. Welcome to sexy time. Let’s get it on while we’re
getting off. Let’s go and come. Let’s merge and purge and regurge cuz
it’s sexy time. Scorpio is by far the most disliked and most attractive
of all the Signs. Certainly it is the most misunderstood of them all.
Scorpio brings up everyone’s shadow, their bowels, their root chakric
sex and violence, the violate good/violate bad game. Scorpio is the
poster child of the shamanic. It goes deep. It goes hard, with a yin
softness that is very attractive. It goes direct. The world is
essentially nothing like this. People are horribly indirect and squishy
without much passion, skittering at the surface of their experience.
Scorpio wants to kill that. Unfortunately, people think that Scorpio
wants to kill them. Scorpio wants you to want and then Scorpio flips
into sheer denial, cutting off what seems to be life itself. It’s the
Mystery, girls and boys. Not to be understood. Be with it and let it
flow and let it go.
With Scorpio, you’re fucked, positively and negatively. You love what
all that means for you; and you hate it. Compassion and cruelty come
together, right now, over thee………. Scorpio’s glyph (symbol) is M shaped
with a flippant cock tail on the end. It’s sister Virgo has the same M
shaped glyph, but she crosses her legs demurely. Really they are made
for each other, though a lot of processing takes place before that can
be realized. We are all madonna/whore. We are all innocent rapists. But
Scorpio takes the flak for all, ala the shaman. Praise be to Scorpio.
There’s been enough trashing of Scorpio! (disclaimer: my Mars is in
Scorpio in the Eighth House, which it rules, and Mark is derived
directly from Mars)
Scorpio feels bad, for itself and for others. Healing is its domain for
that very reason. Scorpio carries the world’s guilt. It attempts to
redeem itself by magical, powerful intercessions in other’s lives.
Often this is successful and then the Scorpio gets trashed by those
that it had assisted. The loop completes and Scorpio is back to feeling
bad again. I suggest that you claim your consciousness and clear your
karma to end those loops. The higher mind teachings of spirituality
only maintain the problem. You unfuck on one side of the veil and then
refuck on the other. Clear all of it. The Union of the Opposities –
Tantra – is the Mobius strip clubbing of the dilemma. You are not a
separation that longs to be reunited. That’s all an artifact of the
software of Creation. You are your own being that is caught in the
Matrix of splits that want glue, but are not you, ever. End the Game
and realize the delight, peace and freedom of your being. You will live
passionately but not be sucked into identifying in the passion play of
yinyangery. Don’t go fuck yourself. Unfuck yourself.
I could write a whole book about dear Scorpio. Pluto co-rules Scorpio.
It crashes and phoenixes regularly, but that’s just the game eating its
own tail/tale. The transformation of Pluto and Scorpio requires that
you face the shadow, the unconscious so that you can realize your own
being instead of running from the bad and chasing the good on the
gerbil wheel. Scorpio wants to get to the bottom of it all. I encourage
that. In2light encourages that. Bring whatever is unconscious in to
light so that you can realize that it is not you too. Ho. And ho ho ho.
Remember that the wonderful humor of Taurus is the alter ego of
Scorpio. A Scorpio without a sense of humor is in trouble and is
trouble. We shall leave the details of our phoenix friend and take a
look at the month at hand.
It’s mostly Grand Water Trine month: Uranus in Pisces, Mars in Cancer
and Sun and later Mercury returning to Scorpio. Feelings will flow. Let
them, let them, let them. They are not you. They can be your friend.
Feelings get stuck when we are hurt and are not allowed to let them
flow. The very makeup of a human personality is a cult of unprocessed
feelings. I dove very deeply in my youth and onwards into these
encrusted feelings to get the buggers off of me. It is of course and
endless process. I was blessed by the teachings and community of
Re-Evaluation Counseling which is a form of highly practical, direct,
peer counseling. I highly recommend it. It’s affordable and effective
like nothing else.
As the Water flows, it can seem like you are eroding. You are not
eroding. Who you are, your consciousness, can never be lost. All the
rest will come and go. So let it be. Let the feelings come up. Don’t
believe them and don’t project them out on to others. Let them breathe
and you will breathe. For the first eight days of the month, Mercury in
Libra and Venus in Virgo are in mutual reception. This means that they
are in Signs that the other rules. The effects can be great
misunderstandings if you haven’t faced your emotional baggage. You can
excorsize your anxiety at or on someone else. Not a good idea, but it’s
about all that people ever do. Stop picking at your self and others.
Pick what you want instead. Get over the loveitis of having to take
care of everybody else in great hope that they are going to take care
of you. It hasn’t worked ultimately and it never will. Love comes and
goes like air.
Instead, be, with yourself and with others. Be with what is as it is.
This is a month that offers tremendous insight at every level, if you
are paying attention. If you just masturbate the old feelings
unconsciously, you get the same old same old old that leaves you
wishing for the new, which will be the regurgitated reheated same old
same old anyways. It’s called karma. The sparkle is your being, not the
new and improved tidal shifts. It’s all iPhoney in the Dream anywho. So
claim who you are and play with what is not you, delightfully.
Saturn is opposing Uranus along with Jupiter at the mid point forming a
T-cross. Jupiter is moving on from that point, but in the latter part
of the month, the Sun chimes in as it moves through Sagittarius. The
effect is still prosperous. The difficulty is that we have so often
been prospering at the extreme expense of others. That’s not really
prospering now is it? Capitalist greed is natural and naturally
corrosive. Wisdom is what is obviously missing in the human suckcess
story as we wallow in supposed power. When ole Pluto goes into
Capricorn next year for fifteen years, all that is powerful, divine to
mundane, will come crashing down on the weight of its own karmic
ignorance. Lots of people are and will be dying along with all the
myriad species that have been extincting. Having more - growth - is
also known as cancer, which is why it is the poster child of our era in
the first world countries. I reckon consumption, aka tuberculosis, will
be marching in right behind to bury us under a mound of gurgling
unexpressed grief. Weep and carry on. Be and let go. Be and be with the
ones you want to be with. Be and see and express what you see and let
that go too. The Jesus is sliding off the Crackers in Armageddon.
Heaven help us less and to hell with the notion that you can be a wrong
that can be gotten right. Unright and unwrong your shit and play with
life as you find it. Enjoy your dear and wonderful self. Let go of
power and exercise your inherent choice in a Dream that is not you.
Unsects and enjoy sexy time.
This week is generally mellower than it has been. There's readjustments
as Mercury just went direct, plus hangover from all that's been
shifting. Remember to change your clock on the 4th, fall back. Let
things be easy. 11/8 Venus goes into Libra at 1:05 pm PDT. Lovely is as
lovely does.
xoxoxoxoxo,
Mark