Feeling like you've got a snowball's chance in hell these day? Then check out Snowball: birdloversonly.blogspot.com. After all, it's just rocking and rolling in the Dream that you are experiencing. You be fine, if you be. If you think otherwise, thinking will leave you other than wise and tied in knots/nots. Who needs it? The mind kneads it and kneads you and needs you. Consider having a karmic astrology reading and a karmic clearing session with me if you are tired of the noise and the drudge and the sludge. It is not you. You are your own consciousness. Claim it and play with the Dream. Or realize the higher mind and be played by the Dream. It's your choice.

There are a number of shifts this week that will help with moderating the hellishness. Pluto is at the Galactic Center on 10/27. This won't happen again for another 250 plus years. We are no longer identifying on planet Earth in the solar system. I-dentification, the solar centeredness, is melting (over many thousands of years to come) as we re-identify galactically. We see this crazy peak of identification as an individual unit in our era. But the trend henceforth is toward a collective symbiosis rather than a Darwinian every unit for their self game.

There's nothing to do about it. But it does leave you almighty spacy in ways we've never experienced before. The you you thought you were has morphed. None of it is you, but the local and grand effects are myriad and essentially ineffable. We are going from chess to 5D chess. It still looks like the same game, but oh baby........... Even as these shifts happen, the past drags hard. Unattachable grief floats about at the loss of what was known. Naturally, fear, unnamed and pervasive, permeates your experience because things are so unknown. You see this in your life. You have this great urge to change everything in your life and likely you haven't been able to change much of anything. Slow dread creeps in the hollowed Dream with more tricks than treats, and, worse yet, all the treats don't do it for you anymore. We chew up the scenery on the planet and rake the heavens for some satisfaction. No ruck. At the end of the Piscean Age, you can feel how the Dream never delivers. It's an endless addiction loop that always suggests that there is light at the end of the tunnel, hope on a rope, pleasure to reward your trudge. Noticeably it is not working. Then the whorer show begins. Despair and desperate acts proliferate. There are so many stories in the news and in your lives that illustrate the unwholly mess.

Now that we are in full Scorpio season, the suicidal tendencies, the urge to cut, to harm, to damn, to disappear, to fuck it and be fucked by it..... all that deep and dark noise looms. The black hole can't be filled. The Union strikes more fear than peace. Expectations of desire burn like acid on the soul. The Dream is crumbling anti-phoenix like. It is the Age of Terror. Devil's night never ends, it seems. When you chase heaven, eventually hell catches up with you. It's just the metaphysics. We've had a whole lot of heaven because of cheap labor, cheap energy and ruining the planet and peoples and culture for the sake of that little bit of heaven. Now the inconvenient truth of hell begets us. Reaction then swings to more drive to more heaven, hither and thither. But yon never gets here with its pot of goals. Some do, but not enough, not nearly enough these days. This deepest of exacerbation is mounting. The people and planet will display highly reactive behaviors for two decades. Madness inside and outside will prevail.

There are of course degrees to all of this at a given time or in a given person. The Dream does its best to keep you unconscious. I recommend being conscious, claiming your own consciousness so that you can be, rather than grind in all the micro and macro action/reaction beliefs, activities and projections. Your being is, so to speak, the enemy of the software of the mind. Mind is both matter and spirit. All fronts want to attack your being and put it deeper embedded. You can take it and leave your self. Or you can reclaim your being and turn off the software of the mind for you. I say go direct. Get undone and then play with it all. If you want to take the ride on the merry go round round round, realize that it is now for some years to come a very dicey unfunhouse roller with no coaster and as nutritious as a steady diet cotton candy. It'll make ya wanna hurl, all meanings intended.

Neptune goes direct 10/31 at 1:06 pm PDT; two days earlier it sextiled to Jupiter. Understand that these are incredibly beautiful days at so many levels. That's a big part of the confusion. Life's never been better in some aspects and that's by a long shot. But underneath, yet very near the surface of your experience, is this sense of the software (macrohard with your bill due at the gates). You can prosper mighty well, but you may not be able to. This is the rub. You can see that in the projection software you never quite get to the promised landing. It always feels like it is right around the corner cuz it's on the Wheel. This is not your fault. Can you see this? It is the default of the addiction loopiness of the Creation Game. You finally get your gold ring and at that moment you realize that you must now struggle to throw it into Mt. Doom. This sucks. It sucks your attention for what you want and who you are. Fire the software. Changing software by downloading AscendedWindows New Millennium Version, is the same old crap with a couple of extra glossy distractors. More fool for the fire. Let it all burn and get on with what you want to do. We will get a better world and a worse world, just like always. You are already in a better/worse world than what you used to have. Do you actually think that the next projection object of the Dream to come True will end suffering for you or nail down endless peace/pleasure? It doesn't work. It just works you. In Scorpio season, you can get in touch with your desires and your rage. Go ahead. To air is human. Let it out, consciously. Unchain your broken heart. Ungird your loins. Live and let live and realize that none of it is you on Earth as in Heaven.

Mercury goes direct 11/1 at 3:59 pm PDT. Pull your head out of your ass and drop those assumptions about your life. Give up your vendettas; there are two asses in assassination. There are no assurances about anything from here on. Everyone you know is and will be going through hell on the inside and eventually it will be oh so manifest on the outside. Assuage no one, especially those crazy patterns of your karma! Assimilate consciously. Ass and you shall deceive. Ass not what your country can screw for you, and you'll find yourself voting for so many more useless wars of all sorts. If your ass is grass, smoke it. Avoid crassholes. And realize that things are going to be ass backwards for some time to come. Don't let that get in the way of you enjoying your wonderful self while the masses amass massive assets by supposed mastery. The Secret is that the secret doesn't work; it just works you..... trinkety dinkety dock. So unload. Wipe and flush. Shit and get off the plot. Set your ass down and relax, and perhaps a relaxative if you're feeling especially constipated in your life. But just be. Be yourself. Let others be their selves. The fun is you and the world is your dream oyster. Unfurl your pearl.

Pirate of the Carefree Bein',
Mark