October 19, 2007
Full Mania
The Sun goes into Scorpio 10/23 at 12:16 pm PDT. Later, at 8:37 pm PDT,
Mercury backs into Libra right after conjuncting the Sun. On 10/25 at
9:51 pm PDT there is the Full Moon in Taurus/Scorpio. Pluto is at the
Galactic Center 10/27.
The higher mind and the lower mind are clashing and crashing. So much
of the drama cycles between both of these poles. While embodied, the
universe looks greener on the higher mind side, thus all the higher
self, God, All One, Anything But Here projections of Light at the end
of the upward funnel. How many times do you have to churn and burn in
this endless looping to see that it's going no where but round and
round?
Scorpio represents many things, including this elevator ride called the
Kundalini. The little bundle of bliss/terror stays coiled in your root
chakra awaiting the hopeful day when it can rocket to the other end of
the polarity and fountain beyond your crown chakra........ can ya say
hallelujah! It's the Big Oh. When you're comin', you're agoin' in hopes
that that'll work, again.... What goes up doth come down, but it's all
a function of round and round. This time of year you can witness this.
There's something deeply eruptive about this Full Moon. I expect some
full mania. The Cramp will amp. The violence will spill and chill.
Suicide gallops hither and thither in the dither. All the bad feelings
that push people inexorably to be good, now flip out and open. Pandora
hurls. The Shadow dominates. The shit begins to hit the fantastic.
There's no reason for most of it. The unconscious is not fettered by
reason, for good and bad. You can penetrate veils now and manifest what
you want or............ you can hide in the good/bad game with your
head buried up your crown chakra (the anus to the next dimensional
state by the way, in case you thought it was all glory) while you await
the second coming and all the goings on. Jesus is on his way I reckon,
and as the old joke goes, he's pissed. The fundamentalists have
squeezed out all the fun; so have da mentalists. Many are left holding
the bag of plenty, embarrassed and addicted, while the Madonna grabs
another suffering baby from the dark, unmentionable continent. The
poverty and betrayal and abject daily violence are still horrid with
full oppressor denial and abuse slathered through the lot. It all
screams now. Guilt and blame fly like passing wind.
Good and bad spin the web that obscures your being. Be. Choose.
Express. Play. Don't buy the madness or the solutions to the madness.
Allow the dissolution of your identification in the software that
drives the dharma/karma drama. Embrace what you want. Let go of what
you don't want. Don't believe any of it. You are fine, even as the week
spins out of and into control flip floppedly. Allow the passions, but
realize they are not you. Empath all you want, but wake up in your own
pathologies rather than fixate on fixing them. We're all broke and in a
surreal fix. All the refuges that used to work, no longer work. It's
time to be with what is as it is and let the projections fall away.
Take dear care of yourself,
Mark