September 21, 2007
The Carmatoon
Wars are drumming in the name of peace. The high road and the low road
merge. Power's foolery glows like red eyes in the night as levees of
sanity break. There's nothing effectively to do. All manner of things
are coming undone: justice, the web of life as it has been, honor and
such. Let your karma come undone or you will come undone, loosed at the
ends of the means of the troubles that bubble inside and outside.
On 9/21 Mars opposes Pluto at 1:33 am PDT aligned in Gemini/Sagittarius
on the galactic center and its point opposite. Later that day, Venus
opposes Neptune in Leo/Aquarius. Pluto is the higher octave of Mars;
Neptune is the higher octave of Venus. To have them oppose on the same
day in such auspicious positions with a near Septile (one seventh of
the Zodiac) angular relationship with the Venus/Mars end and the
Neptune/Pluto end is magical and deeply esoteric. People's sense of
their inside and outside, of their gender orientation, of their sense
of hope and despair, their dream and dread......... it's a brave new
world of terror wherein the ancient identifications in the
terrortoriality of turf and serf, of power and powerlessness grind to
dust, the dust they've always been in a dream machine that reinvents
itself forever going nowhere called Creation. If you can't see through
it all, likely you won't. It's all a Carmatoon.
You are not in it or of it, unless you think so. Claim your own
consciousness and clear your own karma. The rest is history and mystery
and the future that is sutured past into present in moments that you
can only long for and attempt to join. Your being is beyond the effects
of the fractured fairy tailings of the goal mind. Hang on to your
dreams and they morpheus into the matrixed nightmare while you are
looking for the next neo. Are you weary in the query of the worry of it
all? I can remember to you how to turn off the mad software for you.
It's just a choice, not a power. It's no big deal. The rest is a very
big deal of extreme unrest from here on out and this week is one for
the rages.
The Sun enters Libra 9/23 at 2:52 am PDT followed by the Full Moon in
Libra/Aries on 9/26 at 12:45 pm PDT. Libra is the beautiful poster
child of peace, love and balance all of which obviously never really
work, that is to say the efforts of such endeavors never deliver
anything of permanence in this world or the worlds beyond. They only
have effects and miracles and still points on the grinding wheel of
yin/yang up the ying yang of the crown chakra of hopeless hoping that
is the opiate of the peace/wholes. This is the depth of the terror,
that sense that none of it is working, that you are working in the
hopes that it will work. It's the iDeal, the shining Light at the end
of the tonnage, the slow motion run to the arms of the beloved mirage
theme music and all.
Give up hope and enjoy the peace of your being which never comes and
goes.
Give up the balancing act that will always fail in the polarizing
divide and conquer software that commands the unity of the duality in
silly puttied stretches of the higher imaginations.
Give up the inflammational efforting of love. It never works; it just
works you while you feel like a failure who has to win the golden ring,
your precious. Love does not get rid of suffering. It changes it
beautifully and so what. Let love breathe. Give it the room to flow,
but give up identifying in it and all its magic in the mirror. It's
your being that you are lonely for and all the gods and beloveds times
a million won't ever fill that hole/whole/holy in the Creation
accretions of hope and hopelessness. Claim your own being and let the
shifts and the shits and the chits fall where they may. You can enjoy
your own self while the other is enjoying her/his self and there are no
strings attached, no connections that are actually dense projections.
You can be.... together, rather than in the union of two dreams that
come true as the process falsifies you into the sin/salvation dogged
pony show that rains supreme upon your pointed belittled heads. You
won't miss the drama, the ache, the dull grind.
Libra offers the opportunity to see the projection system on earth and
in heaven. Open your i to be you. Turn of the software for you. Enjoy
the art of being in a dream that is not you. Play and enjoy your
wonderful self.
Unwoundingly,
Mark