August 17, 2007
Angstiety
Whazzup buttercups? 'Tis the dogged daze of summer. Enjoying all the
trappings of Creation?
It's Sphinx Point time. Apparently I named this thing. I Google on it
and I come up and perhaps one or two other references, one of them to
zero Libra. I'd thought I read about it thirty years ago, but I haven't
found any references to it. The Sphinx in Egypt has the body of a lion
and the head of a human. In astrology, Leo the lion is followed by
Virgo the human. I name zero Virgo, the cusp between the last of Leo
and the onset of Virgo, the Sphinx Point. I've had many clients over my
career with planets in that point, which wouldn't be surprising if I've
got some odd karma to share with them about it; but it is unusual to
have one or two degrees out of the 360 that keep coming up. It's almost
always a planet and not an ascendant.
Folks that have a planet in that point (only give it a one degree orb,
it's very specific), carry Silence. Wherever they go they deliver
Silence to whomever they encounter. It is a great attainment, but as
with all attainments, it's got ya more than you've got it. The bearer
delivers Silence, but they don't get any of it. They suck up the
people's noise. The other's feel better after the Sphinx Pointer has
been with them; the carrier feels worse. None of the parties know this
is going on. Unfortunately, it doesn't work. Temporary relief occurs
for the receiver, but then they fill back in with their karmic noise;
the bearer still feels crappy. So much for power and all the spiritual
projections. A fancy change happens. So what?
You may be noticing the so what? right now. You do alllllll this stuff
and shift happens and then shit happens and you do your power thang cuz
it didn't work but you feel powerful and then you do it again. Pavlov's
doggedness with lots of drooling. Conditioned response while believing
unconditional love/spirit. Unconditional is a condition and is the same
old same old Game.
Are ya tired yet?
Mercury heads through the Sphinx Point as it enters Virgo 8/19 at 6:01
am PDT. The Sun does likewise on 8/23 at 5:08 am PDT. All of this is
preceding Saturn entering Virgo 9/2 at 6:49 am PDT. It hasn't done that
since 11/16/1977. Angstiety is ramping up to fevered pitch. People,
places and things will start dropping like flies in the ointment. The
noise in the psyche and in the world will be fingernails on the
chaulkboardom. 'Tis a dull and boring roar that is always there, but
now you get to hear it without cessation for several years.
Transcendence will only exacerbate the noise; in fact it is part and
parcel of the noise. Om is just the cry of longing for coming home to
one's being. Om sweet om won't feel comforting anymore, except in the
usual addictive ways with all their defenses and blindspots. The very
thing that you think will save you will be your nemesis. Claim your own
consciousness, clear your own karma, be and choose your way through the
mind field of exploding karmic boils and battles. Peace is who you are.
Trying to get it or make it will be especially frustrating.
Not only are we getting the above effects, we'll now have all four
Mutable Signs with planets in them until 9/28. This forms a Grand Cross
grinder that illuminates all those ancient and current stuck feelings
and stories. Trying to get out sinks you deeper in. If you realize your
own being, no worries matey. If you're still identified in the mind,
trap/escape will be the disorder of the daze.
If you are claiming and clearing, your intentions will begin to
manifest in earnest in lovely ways. There will still, be the collective
noise, like locusts on a hot plate, but you'll find that more and more
of what you want will be showing up. If you are intending through the
mind or the higher mind, you'll find lots of victimesque blowback of
your shadow that will steer you to projecting out your shadow onto
others even more. Paranoia of the conspiratorial sort shall be
happening inside and outside. Trying to think, believe or denying your
way through all this massive mess only obscures you to your being.
Those warm cozy ruts will seem so appealing, like a quick sand spa.
You'll never know what happened...... and you'll be believing sooooo
many wacky mundane and oh so really special projections and beliefs.
Magical science or spiritual thinking will be rampant and will fully
display their inherent anxieties that they foment while thinking they
cure them, like the notion that cigarettes make you calm..........
butt, butt, butt........
You can cut through this by turning off the machinery of the Game for
you. I can help you with that. All the swords of Kali and Michael and
such, only whack at your dumbed shadow while you're thinking that
you're doing the special work. Bonfires of the vanities will be warming
globally. The outrageous powerlessness of power will be glowingly
evident. Spins of thoughts will crystallize into hardened beliefs and
terrors which will encourage your shadowed projections to manifest
often and awfully. It'll be the silliest worryfest that you can't
imagine...... for years. Suicide/homicide will be oh so popular. Notice
how virtually no one puts a gun to their heart. Things are coming to a
head, a head near you, perhaps your own. Shooting the blights out will
not work. That only makes for bigger, thicker noise. Meditation will be
realized as another medication of the distracting/masking sort.
Circling the terror wagons will be a number one strategy. The defense
of terrortory will be very offensive. The Bushies are of course the
poster children for all that. Now that Rove is roving elsewheres, the
head of State has no more bearing. Weird vectors of policy and
leadership will set new shock records, even for W. The politics will be
rasty nasty. Picky picky picky to the point that you won't want to pick
any of them. You'll be picking your knows and your no's, boogered all
the way. Read it and weep and gnash teeth. The madness has begun. It's
the tunnel at the end of the Light.
Be and see,
Mark