June 22, 2007
Jagged Little Pillow
Having trouble resting? Your attention is likely pulled in too many
directions with no clear path. It's hard to settle, to rest. The
energy, in general, is way up, but you may be feeling your energy way
low. Uranus goes retrograde on 6/23 at 7:43 am PDT. Emotional tides are
turning and their thrum pulls your energy and attention. Mars enters
Taurus, an Earth Sign, on 6/24 at 2:26 pm PDT. This will help dampen
the spacy fissioning of the emotional mind and will allow you to gain
traction in the directions you want to go. I recommend that you find
plenty of time to rest and recreate. Stop and smell the roses or
forever smell your neuroses.
Saturn opposes Neptune on 6/25 at 9:57 am PDT. This is their last
opposition for this cycle. Notice how unreal everything appears. That's
accurate, but can be daunting if it's new to you. Money issues are up
for almost everybody. The pressure of Change is immense and you may
want to fall asleep or check out of your body in other ways. The less
that you project out shoulds, the easier this time will be. Go easy on
your self. Let money come to you. We are heavily conditioned to
struggle around it. Settle into the situation that you find yourself in
for the purpose of gaining traction so that you can make choices that
move you through the obstacles. If you let the reaction melt to what is
going on for you now, you then can show up for now and the future nows
wherein you can effect change in the directions that you want. Always
lead with your intention for what you want. There are plenty of
conditioned karmic patterns that intend unconsciously for you in
directions that you don't want. No need to figure them out, but do pay
attention. Unconsciousness is the problem ultimately rather than the
stuff that you think is bad.
You can get to the heart of the matter now. That usually isn't a direct
route. Meanders count. By allowing yourself to be, your being will
manifest what you have been looking for. Once you get to the core of
the matter, don't make it real or believe it. Just make choices beyond
where you were stuck and enjoy yourself.
This is the 30 year anniversary of my becoming an astrologer. I was 25
and living in Ann Arbor, Michigan when I went to an Eden's Foods'
company square dance. A beautiful woman named Janice Johnson tapped me
on the shoulder and asked me to dance. My muse had appeared. At the end
of the evening's dosey does, I asked her about herself. She was an
astrologer who was offering a six week course starting Monday. I was
moving out west in five weeks, but I signed up. As soon as I learned
how to erect a chart, I was off and running giving in depth sessions to
folks. I had been seeing karmic patterns since I was a pre-schooler.
The astrology chart gave me the crystal ball to read these patterns in
a person's chart. My vision has been refining ever since. This work has
taken me around some very interesting corners of the planet and it has
been my deepest pleasure to meet you, reflect with you and share with
you. Thanks to Janice my initiator and to all of my clients past,
present and future.
A fine and dear woman named Charlene Lategan has passed on. She hosted
me in South Africa and assisted me in getting to Namibia to work. Her
kindness, generosity and brilliance will always be appreciated and
remembered by me. Peace to her and her family.
Best wishes to you all,
Mark