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by Mark Krueger

Archive 2007


June 8, 2007

Temper Tantra

We continue with the beautiful burn of a Fire/Air Grand Hexagon that only lacks the Libra corner. This gorgeous symmetry lights the way by burning it whole full sail ahead. The Air beckons the Fire as the Fire soars on the Air. For some weeks, we've had no planets in Earth Signs, (although this week has two days (11th/12th) with the Moon in Earth Sign Taurus; Mars goes into Taurus 6/24). New Moon in Gemini is on the 14th at 8:13 pm PDT. Spaciness is rampant and 6/15 brings Mercury retrograde again. You may notice trying to ground yourself with the stuff that gets called addiction. The loops of addiction are hiccups around embodiment. We hang on to an addiction object/activity representative of the stuttering karmic trip at our incarnation. Noticeably these days, whatever got you through the night tends to have become the night itself. Hang in with the apparent darkness. The Light is not at the end of the tunnel, if you let the tunnel melt by being with it all. Your chariot doesn't have to swing high to get out of the low; they endlessly beget each other in the Dream anyway.

With all of this conflagration in a perfect fire storm, you just might be pissed! Allow the burning tantra to be; let it temper you. The strength is in being, not in the power and Light. Rage against the umpire, the control that kept the lid on your anger for too long. Acting out temper mentally is just noise. Let the anger feelings be and let your self be with them. Minimize the acting out and certainly the projecting out by not making them real! They're just farts in the wind..... all they are is farts in the wind....... woooo... wooooooo. (Remember that oldie moldie?)

What's at the bottom of the anger is your desire, the stuff that was squelched by those parental units that were installing your karmic downloads for ya. (If that interests you, have a karmic astrology consultation with me.) Let the rage breathe and you'll find the natural fire of your loins, your longings, your lions ready to roar. You can kindle it all in various ways, but if you don't burn off the lid.... well, stuff happens..... over and over again amen. This is why I'm always beseeching you to unloop rather than chase the flip after your flop in hopes that a change of energy or charge ala positive/negative spirit/matter good/bad would get you free. That bully shift only keeps you on the Wheel. Being all one or alone or god or bod.... it just doesn't ever get rid of the suffering. It just alchemizes the problem into solution. Eventually your karmic crap precipitates out of solution and voila..... new problem ready to be re-solved. Eat, regurgitate, eat regurgitation....... Creation! Oh buoy! Oh gull! Oh shift. Do you get shiftless? Do you get shifty? Will my shift have fans and will it be a hit?

I say give it up dudettes and dudes. Claim your own consciousness and clear your own karma. Come off the merry go round and round and all ways feeling dizzy mal. Good just ain't gettin' it anymore. Now everything has to be great. Us boomers are the nuclear family, nuclear radiation mutantneers that are playing it all out to the hilt. All to discover that the dealin' of the wheelin' comes up empty every time. When emptiness begets form, form can only beget emptiness. Compassion and Grace and All That just don't cover the primordial odor of the Game. The gaminess of our era is not our personal or collective fault. It is the nature of Creation itself, all universes and stories included. This is the opportunity of this odd window onto the Dream that occurs every 26,000ish years when we shift from the Piscean Age to the Aquarian Age. Spit out the blue pill. Don't take the red pill. Unmatrix and enjoy the delight, peace and freedom of your own being.

Glory be,
Mark