June 8, 2007
Temper Tantra
We continue with the beautiful burn of a Fire/Air Grand Hexagon that
only lacks the Libra corner. This gorgeous symmetry lights the way by
burning it whole full sail ahead. The Air beckons the Fire as the Fire
soars on the Air. For some weeks, we've had no planets in Earth Signs,
(although this week has two days (11th/12th) with the Moon in Earth
Sign Taurus; Mars goes into Taurus 6/24). New Moon in Gemini is on the
14th at 8:13 pm PDT. Spaciness is rampant and 6/15 brings Mercury
retrograde again. You may notice trying to ground yourself with the
stuff that gets called addiction. The loops of addiction are hiccups
around embodiment. We hang on to an addiction object/activity
representative of the stuttering karmic trip at our incarnation.
Noticeably these days, whatever got you through the night tends to have
become the night itself. Hang in with the apparent darkness. The Light
is not at the end of the tunnel, if you let the tunnel melt by being
with it all. Your chariot doesn't have to swing high to get out of the
low; they endlessly beget each other in the Dream anyway.
With all of this conflagration in a perfect fire storm, you just might
be pissed! Allow the burning tantra to be; let it temper you. The
strength is in being, not in the power and Light. Rage against the
umpire, the control that kept the lid on your anger for too long.
Acting out temper mentally is just noise. Let the anger feelings be and
let your self be with them. Minimize the acting out and certainly the
projecting out by not making them real! They're just farts in the
wind..... all they are is farts in the wind....... woooo... wooooooo.
(Remember that oldie moldie?)
What's at the bottom of the anger is your desire, the stuff that was
squelched by those parental units that were installing your karmic
downloads for ya. (If that interests you, have a karmic astrology
consultation with me.) Let the rage breathe and you'll find the natural
fire of your loins, your longings, your lions ready to roar. You can
kindle it all in various ways, but if you don't burn off the lid....
well, stuff happens..... over and over again amen. This is why I'm
always beseeching you to unloop rather than chase the flip after your
flop in hopes that a change of energy or charge ala positive/negative
spirit/matter good/bad would get you free. That bully shift only keeps
you on the Wheel. Being all one or alone or god or bod.... it just
doesn't ever get rid of the suffering. It just alchemizes the problem
into solution. Eventually your karmic crap precipitates out of solution
and voila..... new problem ready to be re-solved. Eat, regurgitate, eat
regurgitation....... Creation! Oh buoy! Oh gull! Oh shift. Do you get
shiftless? Do you get shifty? Will my shift have fans and will it be a
hit?
I say give it up dudettes and dudes. Claim your own consciousness and
clear your own karma. Come off the merry go round and round and all
ways feeling dizzy mal. Good just ain't gettin' it anymore. Now
everything has to be great. Us boomers are the nuclear family, nuclear
radiation mutantneers that are playing it all out to the hilt. All to
discover that the dealin' of the wheelin' comes up empty every time.
When emptiness begets form, form can only beget emptiness. Compassion
and Grace and All That just don't cover the primordial odor of the
Game. The gaminess of our era is not our personal or collective fault.
It is the nature of Creation itself, all universes and stories
included. This is the opportunity of this odd window onto the Dream
that occurs every 26,000ish years when we shift from the Piscean Age to
the Aquarian Age. Spit out the blue pill. Don't take the red pill.
Unmatrix and enjoy the delight, peace and freedom of your own being.
Glory be,
Mark