March 16, 2007
Alpha Dogging At the Omega Time
Change happens. This week is full of it.... perhaps in more ways than
one. Venus enters Taurus on St. Patty's the 17th at 3:01 pm PDT. New
Moon Solar Eclipse occurs on the 18th at 7:43 pm PDT in late Pisces
square to Pluto in late Sagittarius. Also on the 18th, Mercury enters
Pisces at 2:35 am. Equinox occurs when the Sun enters Aries at 5:08 pm
PDT on the 20th. Mars opposes Saturn on the 22nd at 12:33 pm PDT. The
shift is really hitting the fantastic.
Notice how you can't keep up with it all? It's been that way for some
time, but now it's unavoidable. Some stuff you'll just have to shed cuz
you'll never get there or that or whatever. There's grief in this. Shed
tears too if you like. With the archetype of The End in full process,
all manner of things will be ending. On the Wheel there never is any
actual end/beginning. But the Alpha dogs come out at Omega time with
the Hopes, the New, the Future. I suggest that you be conscious with
the cooking off of the old so that you're not whip snapped into the new
with a deeper trance than what you're already suffering in.
There's always the appearance of the New, the Shiny, The Way in the
Dream. It's like spraying Glade in the outhouse. You believe and are
sold the notion that everything is fresh. What's really going in is
just added stink on top of stink. To paraphrase Apocalypse Now: I love
the smell of Creation in the morning...... It all burns; it all
revivifies. So what? Face the grind so that you don't have to believe
and enchant it anymore. You can be your self while the Dream spins. If
you believe and enchant the Dream, nightmares will gallop from here on.
(Ever notice how that Chertoff guy, the head of Homeland Insecurity,
the fellow that headed the holocaust of Katrina, ever notice how his
head looks exactly like a skeleton head? I figure he's one of the four
horseman of the Apocalypse.)
America is the poster child of New. New World..... New World Order. New
world disorder is more like it.
W functions as the great Disorderer at the time of the ReOrdering. He
shuffles as the house of cards tumbles. Speaking of which, very soon
there'll be one million home mortgages in default in the USA and
growing. Nations are dumping the US dollar as the currency of their
transactions, most notably oil. Debt do us part after partaking in debt
and distraction for so long. We live in an economy built on projections
called credit. The karma of those projections are backing up on us
personally and collectively. Money doesn't just talk; it howls.
As we turn another leaf in the Sacred Rolodex of Life called Spring, I
suspect that you aren't going to feel too springy. The weight/wait of
karma hangs heavy. The contractions that always follow expansions come
to roost. I reckon you will feel better than in recent months, but it
likely won't feel scrumptious like it so-called should. Thus, face the
old so that you're not addicted to the new and let it go. Then you'll
just be yourself. You'll enjoy yourself, even as the Dream comes and
goes with great apocalyptic fervor and rant. You won't have to spring
forward and fall back. You'll be and choose and that's called play.
Claim your own consciousness and clear your own karma so that the
software doesn't drag you through the muck and yuck.
Natural cycles are scrambled now. No creatures are escaping this
topsyturvydom. It stirs up deep feelings of instability and insecurity.
This isn't faced in people; so it's driven down into their emotional
body and then into the physical body. The collective and the planet
will increasingly exhibit eruptions of this shadowed goop. It's gonna
be a long, hot summer, a real riot, shake and bake. Take care of your
dear self. Have a session with me to assist your de-cobwebing and to
encourage the delight of your being. Cut your losses, don't depend on
your gains. Stay liquid and fluid. Nobody is gonna figure it out from
here on. We're roaring through the Cataracts (both meanings of that
word intended). The drama is massive and dharma will appear to be the
answer. That game would've worked by now if it was gonna work. There is
no answer to the problem in the years ahead. There will be the grinder
and struggle of all of That. It's not you and you're not in it like you
think. You can realize your own dissolution from the machinery if you
claim your own consciousness as who you are. The result is that you'll
be present and choiceful with the phantasmagoria rather than buried
alive in the material or spiritgawking in transcendent denial.
The Game is a projection. All of it. Soul, body, God, One, dharma,
karma, planet, love, truth and the American Way. It's all a movie. To
keep making it more real and enchanting the beauty of it all with an
attitude of gratitude will test the desperate projections of your
faith, your hope and your lucky charms. You'll get shredded in that.
Then it's hard to find your self. That's the Game for you. Are you
tired yet? Would you like to enjoy the delight, peace and freedom of
your being all the time without effort or would you rather seek in the
house of mirrors. It is your choice. That choice will soon be obscured
by the smoke of smoldering karma and unfunhouse mirrors. I've been
preaching to you for years because I recognized that the Obscuration of
the Drama/Dharma would tsunami in such a loud and distractive way that
you would lose your own being while wondering what JC or Buddha would
do when Armageddon commences in all the rage of collective and personal
madness. I hate to see you suffer. Your projections, any and all of
them, will get you more lost while you think they're saving you. Waking
up in enlightenment just adds some lucidity while you are still
identified in the Dream. You were never asleep in the first place cuz
you're not in the Dream. You just took the blue or red pill once upon a
time. Spit it out or forever go looking for your peace.
Happy Spring,
Mark