November 10, 2006
Electile Dysfunction
Another rigorous week ahead. The psychic weather is all over the place.
People are going crazy at the bottom of their unwell. The week includes
the full on Fixed Sign Grand Cross (again) for the 5th/6th followed by
a Mystic rectangle and then a Grand Trine. If you let go in the
grinding processes (while being present), you can enjoy the gravy
rather than the gravity of what is cooking off. These are very
emotional days full of resentment, guilt and rage at all manner of
betrayals and abandonments. Don't make it real, but meet what is as it
is, choicefully. It's very easy to buy into the terror. Breathe and let
the reactionary stuff pass you by.
It’s the lying, cheating, stealing season. No wonder it’s mid term
elections in America. This one will be even more difficult to swallow,
and that’s saying something after the coup d’etat of 2000 and the slimy
manipulations of 2004. A large number of Americans realize, it doesn’t
really matter. (I’m referring to Federal positions; more close to home,
it does matter.) People are becoming angry about the corporate
plutocracy. Congress is just in it for Congress and the rabble be
damned. They do however battle at the trough of political greed and
this should be an almighty dirty affair. How’s about a Constitutional
Convention to reconfigure the lot? Unfortunately, people would be too
busy American Idling and the results might just be the same. I’d say
it’s worth a try in the hope that folks would actually wake up to their
own choice. If not, Up Against the Walmart Brother Sucker.
Half the Planets are in Scorpio for the first half of the month. That’s
a lot for a long time and they’re T-crossing in the middle of the
opposition of Saturn in Leo and Neptune in Aquarius. Hemorrhagic fever
burns collectively and personally. The primal Grand Cross of the last
year or so has brought people to their bottom line, their root chakra,
their fight/flight threshold. Their psyches are bleeding badly and
their guts are on fire. Revengeance is the name of the blame. Getting
even certainly has been extraordinarily odd. Suicide/murder, random and
rank, runs riotously. We can all learn humbly from the Amish community.
Be present and choiceful and move on. It’s a New Mourning and at the
dawn of the New Age; darkness comes before. Let go of the Light and
you’ll let go of the Dark. Otherwise, hellzapoppin’ in the pursuit of
heaven, on Earth or on High. Be and see. Choose or snooze.
There’s no hope……… without hopelessness. It is much simpler to choose
what you want as you go along rather than chase after the projections
that the lower and higher mind endlessly generate. Big Up and Down is
the hallmark of these years ahead. No rest for the wicked and the
innocent. Hiding behind innocence is simply unconsciousness. Hiding
guile is an even more toxic ignorance. No need for self flaggelation.
It’s not that any of this is wrong. It’s the ignorance that is the
blitz. Revengeance is based on the struggle to righteously right
wrongs. Rots a ruck! One can so easily run the same internal damnation
that we see in our outer world so grotesquely. Give it up as best ye
can. You can take it with you………. It’s called karma.
What I am talking about is very hard to see because of the trance of
Creation. Good karma is how you get bad karma as much as the other way
around. That’s why I encourage people to realize their own
consciousness so that they have the leverage to intentionally clear
their identification in their own karma. You can melt the suffering for
you and then you can be helpful to others, if that’s what you like. The
Game will forever cycle, but it is not you and you are not in it like
you think.
Doing good deeds to remedy your bad deeds will create more bad deeds
that you’ll have to good/god over. Have you had enough yet? Doing bad
deeds to remedy your bad treatment leads to more bad treatment and
goodness gracious great balls of fire. If you wanna do good deeds for
others, ask them first. Foisting goodness on those that one perceives
as bad or in a bad way, fosters the same old same old. The worlds will
always spin in polarity. [Heaven is just a far swing of polarity in
which you are too High to know it.] [Unity is simply polarity in which
you have to take on the wholly glop and be enamored of that buzz.]
[Neutrality is a fantasy based upon polarity.] Just be yourself,
express and choose. It’s simple and doesn’t leave skid marks.
Scorpio is the poster child of guilt. Guilt is when you feel bad or are
made to feel bad after something happens. Guilt is essentially frozen
into the psyche. It is essentially the mechanism of the unconscious,
the Shadow. If the interrupted actions that are guilted upon are not
allowed to compost, they fester. Let yourself and others express their
selves (including emotionally) or else the toxicity sets in and the
loops are born. Guilt is the charge on the old stories in which you
couldn’t express your anger at being shut down around your desires. We
can’t do what we want to all the time. The Dream has its limits. But if
we express our frustrations at the time, the energy recycles, it
composts, and no worries matey. Anger turned in must come out. but what
is at the bottom of the barrel is your own choicefulness. The
choicefulness of your own being is not revenging. It moves on ala the
Amish’s choice.
The kind of guilt we see in the psyche these days is what I call
pre-guilt. You feel bad before anything happens and then you good on
top of that. This is what we are seeing loop in the do-gooding of
revengeance. The revenger always has some moral logic in there for
their vicious actions. Very brave efforts have been made in the Truth
and Reconciliation commissions of Chile and South Africa. More will
come of this as we get beyond the I for the I encrustations. But
meanwhile, for you personally, let your anger out consciously and get
on with what you want. Forgiveness holds way too many projections and
what we are seeing now is that it does not work in the way we’ve been
conditioned to think. No for, no give, no take, no taken again and
again………just choiceful…… without the karma.
Mercury is retrograde in Scorpio ‘til the 17th; direct at 4:25 pm PST.
(Before that, on the 8th, the day after the election, Mercury transits
over the disc of the Sun. It does this every few to a dozen years and
it simply amps up what I’m saying about the mind and its machinations.)
Notice all these CSI grime shows that keep everybody’s sight up their
assignments of guilt. Religion and sin are ever popular. The sin of
aging and on and on……. It’s all part of the Gag Order. Keep shut and
spin in your own personal dream provided by DuPont or whatever. We can
throw the bums out, but if we don’t unlodge our own bummers from our
unconscious, we will good our way right round to some bad manifestation
again and again. Excrete rather than secrete. Express rather than
depress. Go with your flow rather than effort to know where you go.
Have a choice life and laugh at the cosmic joke. More will be revealed
and you won’t be stuck in the galloping of Revelations.
All manner of distractive stuff will go on before, during and after the
election. Nobody is going to win! VP Cheney said the other week that
the terrorists want to get into every country and control them. That’s
called a projection and that shit is coming home to roost. Likewise for
the infidel pointing fatwahers. They’re going to be choking on their
own pretzel logic. Don’t let them fall on you. Idealism has done more
damage than anything on the planet. Shrug off your atlas burdens. Get
off of your high horseshit and be present with what is in front of you.
The so-called path takes care of itself and you don’t suffer from the
spiritual pathology that is so vividly being illustrated at the end of
the Piscean Age.
The Sun enters Sagittarius on the 22nd at 3:02 am PST followed by
Jupiter entering said Sign, which it rules, on the 23rd at 8:44 pm PST,
Thanksgiving Day in the US. Likely that’ll feel a whole lot better for
ya. It’s about time, ay? The main relief is that Jupiter comes out of
Scorpio and therefore the Grand/T Cross that has been holding folks in
the lurch. The dominant corporate culture that mostly creates the
American turkey day and xmass day will want you to shop‘til you drop.
Let me suggest a moratorium on all this crap. Chuck Walmart and Macys
and all the hoopla. Not out of fear or love, but just to rattle your
cages in order to find that there’s no lock on the door. Enjoy your
circle of loved ones or Don’t Go! There’s an odd concept. Stop stuffing
your self and feeling like a turkey or making Them the turkeys and
sending them to the ovens.
War is marching on. It’s not inevitable fate. It’s karma. Until we get
sick and tired of all of this abuse, it will continue to go on. Give up
the war in yourself around how you are wrong and should get right.
Pluck it. Let it die on divine. Don’t get it right. Be yourself, share
your self, share in others selves and play. This finally is the season
of play. Give up your debt denying ways. You don’t owe nothin’ to
nothin’ no matter how you slice and dice it. Ya, I understand that ya
gotta take care of business, but you know what I mean. Let the
revengeance of the mind melt. Don’t try to have a good time when you’re
feeling bad. Be, you beautiful being.
Cheers,
Mark