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Archive 2006


November 10, 2006

Electile Dysfunction

Another rigorous week ahead. The psychic weather is all over the place. People are going crazy at the bottom of their unwell. The week includes the full on Fixed Sign Grand Cross (again) for the 5th/6th followed by a Mystic rectangle and then a Grand Trine. If you let go in the grinding processes (while being present), you can enjoy the gravy rather than the gravity of what is cooking off. These are very emotional days full of resentment, guilt and rage at all manner of betrayals and abandonments. Don't make it real, but meet what is as it is, choicefully. It's very easy to buy into the terror. Breathe and let the reactionary stuff pass you by.

It’s the lying, cheating, stealing season. No wonder it’s mid term elections in America. This one will be even more difficult to swallow, and that’s saying something after the coup d’etat of 2000 and the slimy manipulations of 2004. A large number of Americans realize, it doesn’t really matter. (I’m referring to Federal positions; more close to home, it does matter.) People are becoming angry about the corporate plutocracy. Congress is just in it for Congress and the rabble be damned. They do however battle at the trough of political greed and this should be an almighty dirty affair. How’s about a Constitutional Convention to reconfigure the lot? Unfortunately, people would be too busy American Idling and the results might just be the same. I’d say it’s worth a try in the hope that folks would actually wake up to their own choice. If not, Up Against the Walmart Brother Sucker.

Half the Planets are in Scorpio for the first half of the month. That’s a lot for a long time and they’re T-crossing in the middle of the opposition of Saturn in Leo and Neptune in Aquarius. Hemorrhagic fever burns collectively and personally. The primal Grand Cross of the last year or so has brought people to their bottom line, their root chakra, their fight/flight threshold. Their psyches are bleeding badly and their guts are on fire. Revengeance is the name of the blame. Getting even certainly has been extraordinarily odd. Suicide/murder, random and rank, runs riotously. We can all learn humbly from the Amish community. Be present and choiceful and move on. It’s a New Mourning and at the dawn of the New Age; darkness comes before. Let go of the Light and you’ll let go of the Dark. Otherwise, hellzapoppin’ in the pursuit of heaven, on Earth or on High. Be and see. Choose or snooze.

There’s no hope……… without hopelessness. It is much simpler to choose what you want as you go along rather than chase after the projections that the lower and higher mind endlessly generate. Big Up and Down is the hallmark of these years ahead. No rest for the wicked and the innocent. Hiding behind innocence is simply unconsciousness. Hiding guile is an even more toxic ignorance. No need for self flaggelation. It’s not that any of this is wrong. It’s the ignorance that is the blitz. Revengeance is based on the struggle to righteously right wrongs. Rots a ruck! One can so easily run the same internal damnation that we see in our outer world so grotesquely. Give it up as best ye can. You can take it with you………. It’s called karma.

What I am talking about is very hard to see because of the trance of Creation. Good karma is how you get bad karma as much as the other way around. That’s why I encourage people to realize their own consciousness so that they have the leverage to intentionally clear their identification in their own karma. You can melt the suffering for you and then you can be helpful to others, if that’s what you like. The Game will forever cycle, but it is not you and you are not in it like you think.

Doing good deeds to remedy your bad deeds will create more bad deeds that you’ll have to good/god over. Have you had enough yet? Doing bad deeds to remedy your bad treatment leads to more bad treatment and goodness gracious great balls of fire. If you wanna do good deeds for others, ask them first. Foisting goodness on those that one perceives as bad or in a bad way, fosters the same old same old. The worlds will always spin in polarity. [Heaven is just a far swing of polarity in which you are too High to know it.] [Unity is simply polarity in which you have to take on the wholly glop and be enamored of that buzz.] [Neutrality is a fantasy based upon polarity.] Just be yourself, express and choose. It’s simple and doesn’t leave skid marks.

Scorpio is the poster child of guilt. Guilt is when you feel bad or are made to feel bad after something happens. Guilt is essentially frozen into the psyche. It is essentially the mechanism of the unconscious, the Shadow. If the interrupted actions that are guilted upon are not allowed to compost, they fester. Let yourself and others express their selves (including emotionally) or else the toxicity sets in and the loops are born. Guilt is the charge on the old stories in which you couldn’t express your anger at being shut down around your desires. We can’t do what we want to all the time. The Dream has its limits. But if we express our frustrations at the time, the energy recycles, it composts, and no worries matey. Anger turned in must come out. but what is at the bottom of the barrel is your own choicefulness. The choicefulness of your own being is not revenging. It moves on ala the Amish’s choice.

The kind of guilt we see in the psyche these days is what I call pre-guilt. You feel bad before anything happens and then you good on top of that. This is what we are seeing loop in the do-gooding of revengeance. The revenger always has some moral logic in there for their vicious actions. Very brave efforts have been made in the Truth and Reconciliation commissions of Chile and South Africa. More will come of this as we get beyond the I for the I encrustations. But meanwhile, for you personally, let your anger out consciously and get on with what you want. Forgiveness holds way too many projections and what we are seeing now is that it does not work in the way we’ve been conditioned to think. No for, no give, no take, no taken again and again………just choiceful…… without the karma.

Mercury is retrograde in Scorpio ‘til the 17th; direct at 4:25 pm PST. (Before that, on the 8th, the day after the election, Mercury transits over the disc of the Sun. It does this every few to a dozen years and it simply amps up what I’m saying about the mind and its machinations.) Notice all these CSI grime shows that keep everybody’s sight up their assignments of guilt. Religion and sin are ever popular. The sin of aging and on and on……. It’s all part of the Gag Order. Keep shut and spin in your own personal dream provided by DuPont or whatever. We can throw the bums out, but if we don’t unlodge our own bummers from our unconscious, we will good our way right round to some bad manifestation again and again. Excrete rather than secrete. Express rather than depress. Go with your flow rather than effort to know where you go. Have a choice life and laugh at the cosmic joke. More will be revealed and you won’t be stuck in the galloping of Revelations.

All manner of distractive stuff will go on before, during and after the election. Nobody is going to win! VP Cheney said the other week that the terrorists want to get into every country and control them. That’s called a projection and that shit is coming home to roost. Likewise for the infidel pointing fatwahers. They’re going to be choking on their own pretzel logic. Don’t let them fall on you. Idealism has done more damage than anything on the planet. Shrug off your atlas burdens. Get off of your high horseshit and be present with what is in front of you. The so-called path takes care of itself and you don’t suffer from the spiritual pathology that is so vividly being illustrated at the end of the Piscean Age.

The Sun enters Sagittarius on the 22nd at 3:02 am PST followed by Jupiter entering said Sign, which it rules, on the 23rd at 8:44 pm PST, Thanksgiving Day in the US. Likely that’ll feel a whole lot better for ya. It’s about time, ay? The main relief is that Jupiter comes out of Scorpio and therefore the Grand/T Cross that has been holding folks in the lurch. The dominant corporate culture that mostly creates the American turkey day and xmass day will want you to shop‘til you drop. Let me suggest a moratorium on all this crap. Chuck Walmart and Macys and all the hoopla. Not out of fear or love, but just to rattle your cages in order to find that there’s no lock on the door. Enjoy your circle of loved ones or Don’t Go! There’s an odd concept. Stop stuffing your self and feeling like a turkey or making Them the turkeys and sending them to the ovens.

War is marching on. It’s not inevitable fate. It’s karma. Until we get sick and tired of all of this abuse, it will continue to go on. Give up the war in yourself around how you are wrong and should get right. Pluck it. Let it die on divine. Don’t get it right. Be yourself, share your self, share in others selves and play. This finally is the season of play. Give up your debt denying ways. You don’t owe nothin’ to nothin’ no matter how you slice and dice it. Ya, I understand that ya gotta take care of business, but you know what I mean. Let the revengeance of the mind melt. Don’t try to have a good time when you’re feeling bad. Be, you beautiful being.

Cheers,
Mark