October 13, 2006
Terror Infirma
It's all shakin' and quakin' and heartburrrachin'. There's no end in
sight, and beginning anything has become rather daunting. It's that
quakesand, unsynching feeling. Terror Infirma. Welcome to the Nude Age.
Raw raw raw. The powerlessness of power is vivid and the vulnerability
is palpably unpalatable. It's kimchi time. The ferment is heading East,
fragrant and biting. By the time your read this...... who knows.......
Bombs away in some Seoul searching drama? More Isriled offensive
defense? A Pakistunning rabblation? These rip robbers wanna pop a cap
in the world's ass so baaadddd. Likely it'll happen. The Boys can't
keep the toys in their pants. Their slobber and their grim clobbers are
very likely to come out. Greed and Need are the horses of the
EpochEclipse. Serf and turf are on the whirled's plate. Fork it over or
get knifed in the back. Pass the salt and pepper the wound. How victimy
can the tyrants get and which victims want the tyranted ravings the
most? The Predator and the Prey are in a Death Dance. Innocence and
guilt are not what they appear to be. Becoming conscious in these most
protected areas of the psyche is the agendi of the daze. Don't try to
wake up. You've never been asleep. The spin of the mind, incarnate and
spiritual, is the whirled wind that blows all along the watchtower.
Come down from the crown and up from the rut. Be. Let the Dream melt
from you. It'll be the only way through as the night mare runs
gallopily in the pits of the forgotten. None of it is you and you're
not in it like you think. Unthink, undo and remember what Mom always
says: Clean Underwear.
Not only is North Korea the bomb, Ban Ki-moon of the Republic of Korea
is the new Secretary General of the UN. I reckon there'll be a ban on
chi and the moon soon. For those without historical memory, the US
fought a so-called war there in the early 1950's, the pre-Viet Nam,
pre-Iraq, pre-Afghanistan MASHing. The karma is thick there for us and
them. Korea is a very shamanic culture with a lot of terror in its
belly. It has been raped from every which way because of being on the
peninsula betweenst some extremely intense cultures called China and
Japan and throw in some odd bits of Mongolia and the Soviets and
thereby them kommie killin' Yanks. It's the inflamed appendix of Asia.
Cutting it out won't cure the disease. Facing what it represents offers
clarity.
Cultures caught in the cross fires are in flames because they hold the
rigid polarities of East/West, Xristian/Muslim, white/black, rich/poor
et al. All of this is in our faces collectively and personally from
here on out. Unity is just another form of polarity with glue/goo on
top. Being with whatever is the way through. No big deal, no dogma, no
Missionary position. But the whirled is built around the splits. Not
the split from God/Oneness and all That, but the polarizing software of
the suffering of the Dream. All the other whirleds,
heaven/haven/nirvana are the splits too. That is why you can't find
refuge anymore. The old trances don't work. The new ones won't either.
Untrance. Get off the sacred duff. Be, express, choose, laugh, cry,
rage against the empire/umpire, but finally do what you want cuz
there's no peace of you if you are fighting the good and bad game
inside. That shit just leaks out in the outpicturing and that's the way
the whirled turns.
In the personal, the week ahead carries on with what I wrote about last
week. Check the Archives if you missed it. Hootchie mama, cherry
poppin' daddy and all that. The heart ache wants the heart balm. Balms
away, whether you like it or not. The underbellydancing of the
overburden of karma, the dance of the Tantra, the old in and out of
courtin', that in our era often leads to that other courtin', ......all
of that is whipping and frothing at the old bit. Be. Be with each
other. Claim your own consciousness as who you are and clear all those
dripping projections. You can enjoy your wonderful self with someone
else, but if you wanna get your joy from their wonderful self, you'll
be awonderin' what the hell kind of a heaven hit ya. No worries maties.
It's not your fault or their fault, it's the default in the software,
high and low, inside and outside, heaven and Earth. Give up the preying
and pass on the admonitions. Be and they shall be with ye.
Fear isn't as real as you think,
Mark