October 6, 2006
Rolling and Tumbling
Full Moon is in Aries/Libra on the 6th at 8:13 pm PDT. Things may keep
clanging. There's a Grand Trine in Fire to begin the week and a Grand
Trine in Air and then Water to end the week. In between on the 8th/9th,
there's an ephemeral revisitation of the Grand Cross in the power
points of the Fixed Signs. If you aren't realizing your own
consciousness and if you are chasing what gets called Higher
Consciousness, you may get thoroughly slammed into your so called lower
consciousness. Wouldn't you just like to be yourself? The week ahead
will demonstrate the roller coaster most vividly. If you need more
research on the spiritual path-ology, it's surely available. If you are
tired, claim your own consciousness and clear your own karma.
Hang on to your crotch. It’s relationship season. The Sun trucks
through Libra and into Scorpio as it always does in October, but this
month is special. The Sun is smack dab in the middle between Venus and
Mars all month, except for a couple of days, and on those days Sun,
Venus and Mars conjunct in the first degree of Scorpio. This is
unusual.
You may also find that you want to hang on to another’s crotch. If you
do so, hang on to yours while you’re at it. And don’t be surprised if
you’re feeling crotchety. {As I get older, I feel more crotchety than
crotch. I tried crotch tape, but couldn’t stick with it. Crotch guard
only deposited a sticky residue. Crotch on the rocks left me cold and
when crotchless, I was panting for more. Older men fear that they are
leaning on their crotches, that if they let go they’d be kilt. That’s
the way the hornadoon cookie crumbles. But no worries. Bonnie lads make
it reel.}
Libra wants to wed. Scorpio wants to merge. Ya get together and ya get
it on. Whether love or business or art or what have you, this same
Libra/Scorpio pattern to meet and mate is what makes the split of
procreativity and creativity go round. Women are heavily slammed in the
create/procreate forking that society imprints because of the
overwhelming biology of their gynobits. The karmic weight/wait of
motherhood looms over women’s creativity choices, noticeably in career,
if not in a whole lot more. Mothering, and all the domestic arts
identified with female, are indeed highly creative, but they are not
appreciated in general, and so often are not paid for and look like
some kind of slave bargain, actually. All of that is opaqued in the
patriarchy, but it’s big and it makes a lot of noise and October is
going to be noisy around all manner of these gendery issues. Women do
what you want to do and let the rest burn. That’s a lot to burn.
Women especially are conditioned to subsume their desires into the pyre
of love whilst taking care of everybody. Their joy is your joy tra la
tra la… Get off your joy pit and get on your joy stick. Express
yourself. Do what you want to do. Love works best when it gets out of
the way. Love is laden with immense amounts of projection. That’s why
it’s so sufferful. The unprocessed residue of love/Libra can beget the
resentment/guilt found in Scorpio. Be……. with the ones you love. The
presence inherent in Libra flows into the molten dance of Scorpio. So
get it on and let it go however you like. Be honey be.
Men, aka dickheads, have for tooooooo long been identified for our
prongdonger dillydickler humphorns. Men ain’t our biology either, but
we do get stuck on the dingleberry and seem not to move on. Sports,
war, sex, communication, technology, medicine……. to mention just a few
are all modeled on the dominant, unprocessed dick dilemma. How utterly
stupid so as to be funny, n’est pas?
Guys have been disguised as dick wielding dodo’s. Guys Up Wise Up and
dump all the disguises of your conditioning. If ya wanna be a hero, go
to therapy. If men face how they got dicked, they’d get out of their
heads and out of their dicks, and they’d be and see and listen and
express waaaaaaayyyyyyy better than they have been doing. If men don’t
clean up their shadow, they will be ground low in the bits from long
ago over and over to and fro acting like big babies. Take your choice.
Be yourself. I’m with you even if it feels like the world isn’t. Fuck
‘em if they can’t take a bloke.
Venus and Mars are not just about gender. They also represent inward
and outward. This is the true archetypal meaning under the gender
stories. The feminine is inward, centripetal, the naughty bits are
innie. The masculine is outward, centrifugal, the naughty bits are
outie. This builds up homefire/hunt, home/work split patterns that
dominate and get institutionalized. [I just saw a documentary on
Chinese orphanage dying rooms where the girl babies are put for
expiration; gender oppression is still massive in us and all around
us.] The genders are wired with these accrued acculturations, but they
are also characteristics of human nature and personality. Gender
doesn’t matter and gender matters in everything. It’s maddening and
it’ll be very apparent this month. Have a ho down square the circle
dance o rama! Mix. Be. Be intentional. But mix, play, enjoin, tango
beyond the tangles. Share your wonderful self.
The pressure of the last year is now deflating. It was awful in the
psyche for virtually everyone. All of that collectivized goo is what’s
slopping around in the bucket of it all. It has been extremely !!!!
difficult to do anything. You can now more readily proceed. The future
is quite foggy. There is a drop off of the end of the world out there,
or so you may feel. Sail on. The winds and tides are with you. Proceed
with awareness. There is no end. So intend.
Down the road on the 23rd/24th , Sun/Venus/Mars conjunct in the first
degree of Mars. It’s mitosis and meiosis baby!!! Cue up Barry White……
Horny is as horny does. Have a lush life as you choose. Meanwhile,
overlayed is the heavy meddling feelings of Jupiter and Saturn exactly
squaring on the 25th at 10:26 am PDT. That’s been building like a bad
boil on everybody’s butt, and I mean it. Axes have been being ground.
Rage runs red. Waters roil. Explosions and implosions popcorn all
around. More egoic self immolation burns through the rich and fabulous.
Economies wiggle waggle woggle. And on the 28th, Mercury goes
retrograde at 12:16 pm PDT for it’s three week tour of doodie. Neptune
goes direct on the 29th. To and fro. Rock and roll. Up and down. The
ride is bouncy from here on. Laugh if you can. It helps. Be
intentional. That especially helps.
Sects are the next Sex. Sex is built around the gender wrestling. Sects
are a different way to get fucked. Passion, AfterLife, Oily Power…..
what more could you want? The polarization forces are extreme in a
mounting wave. Right and Wrong are in a battle to the death at
Armageddon. Crazy fuckers. May they get over it soon and with whimper
and not big bangs. Splitting headache and heartache stories will
predominate. The seduction in sects is the us/them game. No need to
mend them. You can’t do it anyway. Let them melt. Those are old stories
and they are not you. You do what you want to do despite the conflicts
of various feelings.
Taking sides never resolves suffering. Making choices resonates with
others to make their own choices. A choice life can be had. Slings and
arrows of outrageous fortune and misfortune fly around dizzyingly. If
you want peace in your life, peace in your world, consider what Steve
Irwin demonstrated so clearly:
Pull the barbs out of your heart.
Peace be what you are,
Mark