September 29, 2006
All Roads Lead to Home
Most of the week, half of the planets are in Air Signs without planets
in Earth Signs. Be aware. Venus enters Libra on the 30th at 3:02 am
PDT. Spaciness and indecision can predominate. Most folks and their
lives have been on hold for many months. The pressure to act is strong,
but making the choice can be obscured by your karmic patterns. This is
a good time to have a session with me if that resonates. Not because I
can make the choices for you, but because I can help you shed the
karmic patterns that are in your way.
Anxiety still runs strong in people. Like a bird dog trying to find the
scent, you may be hithering and thithering. In the Dream, there's
always places to go and things to do to be somebody. Projection is the
name of the Game. All roads lead to home, to your being. But the
problem with the projection game is that you never get there. Shucks.
Actually......... shuck. Unload what's not you. You are not your body.
You are not your soul. You are not your stories, karma, astrology. You
are not the mind, higher or lower. You are your awareness that threads
through the Dream. Claim your own consciousness and the indecision
falls away. The to and fro will no longer grow. The effort to get
peace, get joy and get free.......... falls away. You'll enjoy the
delight and peace and freedom of your own being, without interruption.
Do you really think that you'll find anything inside or outside or ALL
together that will be Home or Happy or Holy forever and ever amen? If
so, carry on in the carrion of your old karma looking to be your new,
promised land karma. Hellalujah.
Mercury heads into Scorpio on the 1st at 9:38 pm PDT. The terror of
your ways begins to get revealed. If you are intent upon getting on the
Way, whatever that may be, deep fear arises. The more you chase the
projections, the more you will realize the fear that you aren't your
own being and that something or someone else has it and you gotta go
get it. Despair propels the Wheel to fly. Will it be your last Grasp?
It's your choice. I'll say it again. It's your choice. The mind throws
up (and I mean that) your regurgitated karma so that you can feel
secure in your suffering. Feel at home while chasing Home. Choose your
way home. Choose your own being. You won't need a new lease on life
with a landlord who lords over where you land. You'll play. You'll
enjoy yourself. You'll have a choice life.
The thunder of war is rumbling, outside and inside. As the month goes
on, lightning strikes closer and closer. Blitzkrieg interrupts the
bliss creeds. Ignorance disgorges. The Guilted Cage loses its shine. A
pox of clips point to the End of the World, the end of your choice. The
End justifies the Means. Give up chasing meaning. Give up chasing the
end. Projections lead to more suffering. Trying harder or trying more
purely or what has you, will not end suffering, yours or theirs.
Consider giving up a trying life. Be and choose. That's you and your
nature. If you don't choose, the Game chews you. If you do choose, you
and yours can play in the amazing game without getting lost.
Unsign on the dotted line,
Mark