Consider that you are not your body or thoughts or your personality or your higher self or your karma, stories or your soul. They are not you, nor is their amalgam. Moving from one aspect of your self to another, or changing your dimensionality or the color of your aura or whatever..... effects change. But then what? Somewhere over the rainbow of spectral shimmer is still more of the same old same olde. The vanity of controlling change or surrendering your control of change is evident. But the vanity is not yours! Silly goose, it's the machinery's inevitable self interest. Creation wants to keep on creating with no end in sight. That's the kind of game it is. That's why all manner of jawboning about Creator: who, what, when, where, to whom, for whom and with what power is such a popular enterprise. It's the ultimate vanity distraction of the Game. It only serves the Game and it does not serve you, but it's got some real fancy and extremely protected logics that it embeds real deep in the software. The machine is a projection machine. So you go chasing after your god in whatever format that may be, and you get your god or discover that you are your own god (like being your own grandpa) and then what...... Well, in the projection machinery endless projection takes place. So once you are god or sit at the right hand of her Latte or whatever........ voila, there'll be another god. Then you could get god's god and that'd be hot shift. But then what.......