August 4, 2006
Let Go of the Stories Being You
The wateriness of emotion and its slippery slopedness continues.
Tensions mount as evidenced in world events. Mars is building to
opposition with Uranus. Victimization and its concomitant tyrannies are
extremely inflamed. The Sun conjuncts Saturn on the 7th at 4:45 am PDT
followed by the Full Moon in Leo/Aquarius on the 9th at 3:54 am PDT.
Neptune joins into this strong opposition. There is a very strong pull
to humanitarian efforts for peace and love, but the fractured factions
make fiction of it. Terrible ancient grief and broken heartedness
prevail. All your old stories of abandonment and betrayal, of being
disconnected and the despair of connection not working, all of that,
and that's rather unbearable at that, is up. Be with those you love and
let them be with you. The old stories can melt if you don't bury them
or transcend above them. Neither embrace them or own them. Just be with
what is as you may find it and let it go, let go of the stories being
you.
Drama happens in a big way in Leo. It's the shadow of Aquarius and will
become more apparent in the Aquarian Age. Drama builds when you make
whatever real. The polarities clang; the sirens pull you onto the
rocks; the juices flow. Do you like it? Well, there's plenty to be had
from here on out unless you clear your identification in the mind. The
drama will lead to more trauma which in turn leads to more drama. If
you get transcendent with it, you get dharma. That maneuver switches
you from personal to collective suffering; it's still suffering, even
though you feel bigger. Trying not to have an ego is quite egoic and
leads to more denial with spirit on top. All this goop will become more
and more apparent. Getting melgibsoned may become a new term. The
shadow of power will not be able to be denied. Spiritual power is no
different than material power. Watch what happens and be your dear
self.
Presently,
Mark