June 30, 2006
Open Jewel Eye
Mercury is retrograde from 12:34 pm PDT on the 4th until 5:40 pm PDT on
the 28th. If you are holidaying that weekend, go home on the 3rd or the
5th for a smoother ride. For a little balance, Jupiter goes direct on
the 6th at 12:19 am PDT. What you are likely going to see is a trend in
which things are going well but you don’t think or feel that they are
going well. That’s thinking and feeling for ya. Be present with
situations and let those nagging, niggling thoughts and noisy ripples
in the belly go. I understand gut feelings in relation to intuition,
but this month the emotional can guise itself as intuition and lead you
somewhere you may not have fully wanted to go. No need to fret and
regret. Just take your time when decisions arise, but don’t take too
much time. Idleness is the mind’s workshop for cooking up more work for
you. Get mad at worry. Cut through the old crap. There’s a thick fog of
depression running through everything. Don’t buy it. Trade it in with
humor. Play around with the situations you find yourself in, be they
internal or external dilemmas. Flow will show if you just let go.
The Grand Cross that stretched effectively over nine months is now
passed. You can get on with your life. The jerky obstacle laden path
shall clear sooner rather than later. Continue to allow your shadow
issues to come up and let them go. The pump has been primed so that
those issues will be with you ongoingly in your face, unless you do
face them and let them go. No worries…… unless you deny them.
This July is a wonderful month. You may have a considerable hangover
from the grinding of this year, but if you can see beyond that: lovely.
Enjoy your wonderful self, your Jewel I. There’s a gracious flow afoot.
Ride your intentions in your choice life. If you persist in struggle,
you’ll get struggle back atchya. If you let go of your identification
in the old stories, you will go with the flow. May the flow be with you
and you be with it.
For much of the month there’ll be a Grand Trine in the Planets. Jupiter
in Scorpio trines to Uranus in Pisces; the Sun makes it all Grand as it
passes through Cancer and, late in the month, Venus goes through that
area of Cancer as well. Be very clear in what you value. Be intentional
in your manifestation of that which you value. If you aren’t proactive,
your karma will pick for you, very efficiently loaded with the dregs
and naughts of your past. Don’t settle for the good karma/bad karma
trade game. Karma is karma. It’s just old stories that want to occupy
your present and thereby future. Who needs it? Who kneads it? If that
be you, consider letting those stories go. Be your self and choose
freely. You just aren’t something bad that needs/kneads to be good,
including your karma.
The middle section of the month offers a Mystic Rectangle in the
planetary geometries. Mars in Leo opposes to Neptune in Aquarius. That
opposition is in trine/sextile to the opposition of Pluto in
Sagittarius and Venus in Gemini. Intention is again key. If you
struggle after what you want, it will melt before you get there. If you
intend for manifestation, what you want will come to you. You’ll like
that better; but the old way is deep and familiar. So let your self
feel uncomfortable in the “not knowing” and allow what you want to come
visit with you. If you are aware, you will be choiceful.
Issues of freedom will be up collectively and personally. The freedom
that is sold by the Bush administration is the freedom of corporations
to make gross profits at the expense of human’s and species’ freedoms.
Freedom is being your self. The world doesn’t want us to be our selves.
It wants us to do something to be somebody. I bet you are real tired of
that. Fire the mind. Fire the to-do lists. Fire the projections and the
endless seeking. Be and choose instead of know and do. Sounds simple.
It is. Sounds stupid. It’s not. What we have been conditioned to is to
stupefy and go fetch after stuff material and spiritual that purports
to fulfill us, but instead leaves us holding a larger karmic bag. It’s
your choice whether to have the life you want or to have little
incremental betterments on the way of grave concerns.
I’ve been in the western USA for some months and it sure looks like and
feels like a nasty fire season. If the Grand Trine in Water Signs can
muster some timely rains, it’d be much appreciated. The unprocessed
karmic burn of the Grand Cross can manifest physical burns like forest
fires, Ring of Fire burns and rumbles and feverish symptoms in people,
places and things. Express yourself in real time rather than stuffing
emotions that will inflame you and those around you.
It’s Cancer month. Yours truly was born on Bastille Day in July, so I
speak from deep experience. As with Leo, it is ruled by one of the
Lights. Leo is ruled by the Sun; Cancer is ruled by the Moon. They are
the only two Signs ruled by only one planet each; all the others have
co-rulerships. Cancer and Leo are inherently sovereign. The party line
is that they are selfish. I see them as self-ful. Be yourself. If you
aren’t self-ful you are going to be selfish. And remember that abject
service and co-dependence is selfish in its intent while covering it in
the name of something Higher. Be yourself. The spiritual greediness of
humility and surrender will be revealed in the years ahead. Drop the
baggage; you aren’t going anywhere in the ways that you think. Cancer
and Leo get conditioned early on to think of others when they are
naturally their selves and it sets up patterns of over giving. Leo is
usually considered to be prima donna selfish but people don’t see that
Leos are often giving in ways unseen. They light up people and there’s
a lot to be said for that. Cancers and Leos can now come off of the
notions of over giving and over getting. Carry on being yourselves. If
the others don’t like it, the can lump it…. in with their other karmic
baggage.
Sensitivity is the watchword for Cancer. So is nurturance. All that
mommy stuff is large. Food is a major issue. So is home. Folks always
ask me how I as a Cancer can travel all over all the time. It’s cuz I
make home wherever I am. I choose to make home in my being and the rest
falls into place.
The key to Cancer is focus. When they focus, they can’t be distracted.
This is where some of the notion of selfishness and narcissism gets
conjured for this Sign. Cancer is inherently capable of going for what
it wants while tracking what is going on with others. The shadow is to
overcompensate by getting too involved in the other and losing one’s
self. That is a life long discovery for Cancer. If they don’t track
their self, they get crabby. They crab around issues when they don’t
want others to interfere in their watery, intuitive process of finding
their way in life. Cancers can be totally annoying, but are generally
delightful in their fluidity in relation to others. The others usually
feel loved, appreciated and cared fore when hanging with the homies.
For this month of July, let your tender parts out. Let vulnerability
melt into your own beingness. Express all of your delicious self,
including those old, moldy bits. Be aware and allow a wide expanse of
humor. You can see amazing shifts in your life in the next four weeks.
Jump in, the Water is fine.
Fireworks........... in mysterious ways,
Mark