May 19, 2006
Serendipity
Okay, a bit of relief in sight for the Grand Cross. It's on sabbatical
from 5/20-29. The Sun goes into Gemini on the 20th at 9:32 pm PDT. That
takes out the Taurus corner of the Cross. Dear Venus gets Bullish on
the 29th to reinstate it. Now with Mercury and the Sun in Gemini things
will get more fun. Gemini offers that unique combo of tweaky and
sparkly. The mind is a twin machine that polarizes and spins the Dream
and everything in it, high and low. So let the Gemini season illuminate
the structure of the Game for you and let go of identifying in the
oscillation of it all. You may certainly notice a tit for tat,
hither/thither to and froing of yourself but just let the noise be the
noise and not you, and carry on with your choices.
This is an excellent time for manifestation. I continue to say this to
you. Currently we have the strange admixture of feeling/thinking that
we are more stuck than stuck, but it is just the endless doubt
drubbings of the mind that disembowels your choice. Clear your
identification in the weasel mind, especially that higher mind hubbub.
Don't do things right or whatever. Just choose it! There really isn't
anything called wrong ultimately. More shall be revealed as you
proceed. Souls just wanna have fun.
Gemini offers playful curiosity and delight. Go play please. That means
in everything, not containerized into some recreational activity ala
the American drone model. Play with the bullshit that is coming up in
you and in your life. It is not what it appears. You can creatively
fiddle about with your stuff and find that there are platinum linings
in the crap. Express yourself too. Circulate. This goop poop that has
been up for ye can shut you way down. Share please. Writing and such
can help too. Just exteriorize this stuff and it naturally deflates.
Let serendipity be. Your being is inherently highly serendipitous. Let
go and let flow. You may likely not know. So?!!! Knowing is
ridiculously overrated. It actually gets in the way. I'm not talking
about local knowledge about things. That's fine. It's knowing your way
through your life that sucks. It sucks you deeper into your karmic
ruts. Knowing your life is karma based. Stick with it if you think it's
doing great shit for you, but there is a different choice: choice
itself.
Lead with your intention not with your power or spirit or knowledge or
fears or all the usual suspects. There'll always be a bit of that kind
of noise running through you but that's the Game. Gemini is way big on
knowledge but it gets in its way. Gemini naturally plays its way
through things but it is vulnerable to being shut down around its
playfulness by the endless conditioning of the mind. Clear that indeed!
Neptune is going retrograde on the 22nd at 6:06 am PDT. Last week the
movie Poseidon came out, Neptune by another name. He's taking a little
pause to be noticed. Waves of inundation in the drowning of days is its
particular signature these days. The movie is about that and at the end
of the Piscean Age, the Movie is about that too. Most everybody reports
being overwhelmed in a number of areas in their life or in general.
Human overboard. It's time we quit going overboard and instead just
simmer down now and stop and smell the neuroses, shift and get off the
old plotz.
Venus squares Mars on the 23rd at 3:00 pm PDT. The gender wars arise
more so at these times. Notice the goofy projections and stop making
them real!@#%*#%#^*!!!! Just be together. Be with what is as it is.
Express yourself. Choose and let others choose. Don't buy or sell the
bullshit. Ladies and gents can have fun with each other if they want.
The gender junk goes deeper into practically everything and has effects
everywhere, but have fun despite dumb drivel. Also, at these Mars/Venus
squares, you can notice your confusions with who is you and who is
them, any them. There is so much co-projective, co-dependent
coexistence. This you shall see more at this time. All the better to
let it go and get direct.
I want to commend you on getting through this nine months of hellacious
grinding during the Grand Cross megamash. It's the most difficult time
I have ever seen in the psyche. Everybody's deepest fears and such have
been up royale! Keep on facing whatever and let go of your
identification in the stories. You can make new choices beyond your old
ruts if you realize your consciousness and intentionally unrealize the
mind.
Good on ya mates,
Mark