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by Mark Krueger

Archive 2006


May 19, 2006

Serendipity

Okay, a bit of relief in sight for the Grand Cross. It's on sabbatical from 5/20-29. The Sun goes into Gemini on the 20th at 9:32 pm PDT. That takes out the Taurus corner of the Cross. Dear Venus gets Bullish on the 29th to reinstate it. Now with Mercury and the Sun in Gemini things will get more fun. Gemini offers that unique combo of tweaky and sparkly. The mind is a twin machine that polarizes and spins the Dream and everything in it, high and low. So let the Gemini season illuminate the structure of the Game for you and let go of identifying in the oscillation of it all. You may certainly notice a tit for tat, hither/thither to and froing of yourself but just let the noise be the noise and not you, and carry on with your choices.

This is an excellent time for manifestation. I continue to say this to you. Currently we have the strange admixture of feeling/thinking that we are more stuck than stuck, but it is just the endless doubt drubbings of the mind that disembowels your choice. Clear your identification in the weasel mind, especially that higher mind hubbub. Don't do things right or whatever. Just choose it! There really isn't anything called wrong ultimately. More shall be revealed as you proceed. Souls just wanna have fun.

Gemini offers playful curiosity and delight. Go play please. That means in everything, not containerized into some recreational activity ala the American drone model. Play with the bullshit that is coming up in you and in your life. It is not what it appears. You can creatively fiddle about with your stuff and find that there are platinum linings in the crap. Express yourself too. Circulate. This goop poop that has been up for ye can shut you way down. Share please. Writing and such can help too. Just exteriorize this stuff and it naturally deflates. Let serendipity be. Your being is inherently highly serendipitous. Let go and let flow. You may likely not know. So?!!! Knowing is ridiculously overrated. It actually gets in the way. I'm not talking about local knowledge about things. That's fine. It's knowing your way through your life that sucks. It sucks you deeper into your karmic ruts. Knowing your life is karma based. Stick with it if you think it's doing great shit for you, but there is a different choice: choice itself.

Lead with your intention not with your power or spirit or knowledge or fears or all the usual suspects. There'll always be a bit of that kind of noise running through you but that's the Game. Gemini is way big on knowledge but it gets in its way. Gemini naturally plays its way through things but it is vulnerable to being shut down around its playfulness by the endless conditioning of the mind. Clear that indeed!

Neptune is going retrograde on the 22nd at 6:06 am PDT. Last week the movie Poseidon came out, Neptune by another name. He's taking a little pause to be noticed. Waves of inundation in the drowning of days is its particular signature these days. The movie is about that and at the end of the Piscean Age, the Movie is about that too. Most everybody reports being overwhelmed in a number of areas in their life or in general. Human overboard. It's time we quit going overboard and instead just simmer down now and stop and smell the neuroses, shift and get off the old plotz.

Venus squares Mars on the 23rd at 3:00 pm PDT. The gender wars arise more so at these times. Notice the goofy projections and stop making them real!@#%*#%#^*!!!! Just be together. Be with what is as it is. Express yourself. Choose and let others choose. Don't buy or sell the bullshit. Ladies and gents can have fun with each other if they want. The gender junk goes deeper into practically everything and has effects everywhere, but have fun despite dumb drivel. Also, at these Mars/Venus squares, you can notice your confusions with who is you and who is them, any them. There is so much co-projective, co-dependent coexistence. This you shall see more at this time. All the better to let it go and get direct.

I want to commend you on getting through this nine months of hellacious grinding during the Grand Cross megamash. It's the most difficult time I have ever seen in the psyche. Everybody's deepest fears and such have been up royale! Keep on facing whatever and let go of your identification in the stories. You can make new choices beyond your old ruts if you realize your consciousness and intentionally unrealize the mind.

Good on ya mates,
Mark