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 by Mark Krueger Archive 2006May 12, 2006
May BeFull Moon is on the 12th at 11:51 pm PDT. Though intense, the effects of the Grand Cross will lessen and then fade out in a week. Then the Cross comes back from May 29th until June 23 at which time it finally will be done, at the surface. This karma burner's effects go on for many years. There continues to be a lovely Water Grand Trine with Mars in Cancer, Jupiter in Scorpio and Uranus in Pisces. All manner of feelings and emotions are up big time. Let it flow, let it flow, let it flow. Nothing to heal per se, just old stories that will melt, if you let them. Tears are the universal solvent. Weep what was sown in your karmic fabric. Nothing to gain, because you already are your own being. Everything in the projections to lose because it isn't you. Be with what is as it is. Shed and get off the plots. You can be yourself, playfully. I can't emphasize enough what a fine time this is. But it's covered by the old, crusty feelings of hurt from the past which are noisily shedding. Physical and emotional layers of pain sooooo capture our identification. This is the drama supreme material that glues folks in to the Dream along with the intense projections of love. The most favorite themes in the drama have to do with abandonment, betrayal and victimry. Then love comes along for the bonding of the whole mess. You'll notice that loud areas of your issues are coming in the form of bondage. These double-binded lose/lose dilemmas are the crux of the crud. Stay present with these stories in your life so they can melt. If you try to heal them, transcend them or deny them, they'll get buried deeper in the layers on the Wheel. You'll feel better in the bargain but it will lead to you feeling even worse down the road which will require you feeling better and on and on and on..... It's your choice to stay grinding on the Wheel or to realize your own consciousness and clear your identification in your karma and the mind game. The circle game goes round and round and where it stops nobody knows but it'll keep you real busy trying hard to find out. This you likely are tired and confused and maybe even angry about. It's getting boring and tiresome indeed for you. You do have a choice, but to make it all better is only to make it worse on another day projected into your evolved/revolved future. You can simply enjoy your self and let the Game fall away from you if you claim your own consciousness directly. Loneliness is very noticeable currently. The culture unitizes us and then we gotta connect...... ye harmony dat calm. Love gets pedestalised and we somehow always fail below its sacred ideal. We then have to beseech the grace of higher flickerings in the house of mirrors while all the while the delight and peace and freedom of our own being gets distracted from by the endless search on the path. Why not pass on the Path? Give up the love stories so that you can enjoy your wonderful self and thereby actually communicate and share with whomever you want to because you want to and they likewise can be with you. You can continue with a compelling life but the addictionality of it all will be loudly apparent. It's fun to be together. Love requires work that I suspect you are tired of because you see that it never pays off here or on high. The dogmas and beliefs have to get almighty complexed to weave the wool over your eyes. Be. Be together choicefully and they shall choicefully be with you. You are the fun and so are they. Embrace playfully. It won't make you happy. It won't make you sad. It won't make you dull. Being won't make you. You already are. Thus play on.....
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