April 28, 2006
Boing!
The shit has really been up for people. Shit is the stuff that gets
pushed down and when there's an intense Grand Cross like now, the shit
comes up. Let it be. Let your self be. Flush. Burn. Let go. It ain't
you. It's old noise that stinks, I know, but let it go. To deny,
transcend, fix, turn back the clocks and all the other strategies of
power and change and manipulation don't work and you are seeing that
now. To effort to feel better over the bad feelings only stores them
for another day like a tightened watch spring. Well springs have
sprung. Boing! Don't wind it back up. Let it all unwind. Eventually you
won't feel better or worse or be chasing all the projections meant to
solve the problems. You'll be yourself. You'll enjoy yourself. That
won't change and you can surf the changes no matter how silly they
appear.
Get some hugs if it suits you. Get your feet on the ground, naturally.
Do funny things. Keep it simple and even a bit stupid. Go easy cuz easy
undoes it. Okay?
'Tis the Taurus time of the year with bullwrinkles and squirrely
rockinesses flying through your life. It bores bad enough that you can
let it go. Getting real tired of your crap is the only way that you
finally let it go. There is usefulness to your feeling crappy! Shift
and get off the plot. You probably have no idea where you are going.
Congratulations. You are being and choosing in your life rather than
figuring it all out. The mind hates that. It'll make you feel like the
crap. Pop the mind. It ain't you babe; nah nah nah, it ain't you babe.
It's you you're looking for, babe........ So get off the watchtower and
get along. Give up the masters and wars, the desolation rows and all
that's blowin' in the wind cuz a hard rain's agonna fall. It's a new
morning even though you feel tangled up in blue. You ain't goin'
nowhere, so let it lay lady lay. This Wheel's on fire and you are
burning through. Baby, if you follow it down while knockin' on heaven's
door, it'll take a lot to laugh and a train to cry...... So let the
simple twists of fate unwind; go to see the gypsy. It's love minus zero
with no limits. Most likely you'll go your way and I'll go mine, but
meet me in the morning when you're stuck inside of Mobile with the
Memphis blues again. We'll shelter from the storm and the idiot wind.
Absolutely, sweet Marie cuz we ain't gonna work on Maggie's farm no
more, no more. Don't think twice, it's alright. Praise Bob.
Taurus is the throat chakra. Speak!!! Sing!!! Listen!!! Express
yourself. Hearing yourself is more important than if they hear you. If
you hear you, they'll hear you. Hear here! Sing the songs of your soul.
Laugh from your belly like a bowl full of jelly. Hosannah. Hallelujah
even in Fallujah. Raise your voice and a ruckus. Children are meant to
be heard and seen and if you stay shut up it's obscene. We want to hear
you. Speak even if you haven't been spoken to. Bark up the right trees
and howl at the Moon.
Let your maybes be in May. Get on with the adventures. You have
everything that is not you to lose and nothing that could be you to
gain. May Day, May Day, Play Day, Play Day. As I recall, the first of
May is outdoor, do it in the wild, fucking day. Why not? Express your
inner Satyr along with your outer satire. The whirled is wrapped way
too tight anymore. Relax your life. Take some dances. Grin and unbear
it.
Have fun despite how you feel and think and believe. Chortle mortal.
Unsane the asylum. I'll be grinning with you.
Love,
Mark