In2Light by Mark Krueger

March 10, 2006

Smelling Fishy

Tides are turning. Beware of the Tides of March. The undertow is deep. All of the crusty, karmic residue of the Grand Cross grinder is making itself manifest. Hobgoblins and hungry ghosts abound. Consider getting in water and soaking away the energies and tensions. Dissolution is the way to un-go. Remember, these very ancient cling-on materials that have surfaced. They are not draggins that need to be slain. Fight or flight will not serve you well these days. Be and let go. Ya, I know I say that all the time. It's cuz you are your being and you can let go of the noise of the Game. You won't dissolve. The crud will melt and you are what always remains.

There's a Full Moon Lunar Eclipse on the 14th at 3:35 pm PST in Virgo/Pisces. What serves you and what do you serve? What dreams are you chasing and why? Please open your perspective at this amorphous juncture of the slippery sloping Grand Crossed road. Jupiter squares Neptune on the 15th at 11:01 pm PST. Jupiter and Neptune rule Pisces; Mercury, which rules Virgo, is retrograde in Pisces. As the Moon in Virgo opposes the Sun in Pisces all manner of Faith versus Reason dilemmas rise up. Who do you trust? I would suggest that you not trust either. There will be stories this week that will illustrate this in divine camp. Make choices in your life beyond being faithful and reasonable. You no longer have to trust yourself. You are yourself and you aren't a mistake that needs correction. Fire the brimstone. Give up the guilted cage. Un-pout the doubt. Give up the dream of having a wonderful life. Live playfully and intentionally and you'll be realizing your wonderfulness. Life follows your lead for you, and it is delightfully infectious.

Speaking of infectious........ the Plague is arising archetypally. All kinds of stand-ins like bird flu and AIDS and such are more than evident. Specters spin their spectral movies. Healing isn't the answer. The pound of protection outweighs cases of cure. Getting sick is a boring, loud drama. Consider dropping that one from your repertoire. The trick is to be clear in your intentions. Offense/defense keeps you identified in the polarized field. Unity and the all-one deal are actually the problem because of their veiled polarization in the name of the Non-Dual. Science and spirituality won't fix this deep dilemma. They are going to fixate that shit like crazy, crazy, crazy. Unbuckle your seat belts and leave that bus.

For two days, this Full Moon sets up a Grand Cross in the Mutable signs. Square to the Virgo/Pisces Full Moon are Mars in Gemini and Pluto in Sagittarius (which is nearing the Galactic Center but will go retrograde in two weeks). You are becoming conscious that your dreams are always just out of reach. It's the rauncho mirage of it all. Creation never satisfies; it only tantalizes, taunts and titters. Give it up. God and glory, high vibes and shiny Light aren't going to fulfill you and rescue you anymore because they can't. It's the divine futility of the Game that you are realizing. You can play with the Game much more readily if you claim your own consciousness and clear your own karma. Watch what happens if you don't. See how you like it. You do have a choice.

You don't need to kill any messengers. Listen to the little birdies. These days are magical. Don't buy into the projections and hopes et al. Choose your way through the matrix. It was amazing, but you are tired of it all. No need to kill yourself or any kind of other. The bad guy/good guy thang is older than dirt. Snuff happens, but it never clears the karma. You no longer have to wear the wrongful debt suit. Play, cuss, laugh..... in what ever disorder may occur. You are fine and the world is not.

No worries mate,
Mark

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