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 by Mark Krueger Archive 2006February 3, 2006
ShineThe tension of the Grand Cross is slowly ebbing. You may still feel very symptomatic. There's an unprocessed trailing edge of sludge in most folks. You are not as trapped as you think. You are not as unconnected as you think. You are not broken and you do not need to be fixed. You have been burning through awareness down into the fixations at your core. Hang in and let go. Venus goes direct on the 3rd at 1:19 am PST. Sun conjuncts Neptune on the 5th at 9:34 pm PST. Mercury enters Pisces on the 8th at 8:33 am PST. If your boundaries aren't established clearly, you can be taking on waves of people's psychic churn. You can feel bad about what you don't do as much as you may feel bad about what you do do. This is all do do. First of all, do what you want to do; otherwise you are in inherent conflict with yourself and you'll play it out with others. If you are present with people, more will be revealed as to what those suffering may want from you and you can decide clearly. The endless chatter about what we should or shouldn't do in relationship with others makes some of the loudest noise in our heads. It's based in the assumption that you can actually take away some one's suffering. You can not. No one can. The suffering can be changed, altered, spun, shifted and so on, but it's up to the sufferee to let go of the spinning bundle of suffering. Your presence can be a deep reminder to the sufferees to let go. Let that be and all be as well as all can be for right now. Loneliness, lostness and disassociation run rampant these days. It is hard to focus because, what was karmically planned for you tends to be burning off faster than you can keep up with the story line of those old patterns. You aren't lost. You have the opportunity to claim your own beingness and jettison piles of old beliefs and directives. The mind wants you to abandon yourself and be loyal to all those old constructs and ruts in your karmic patterns. Do you really want that old, familiar shit? Do you really want the new, unfamiliar shift? What do you want? Take some time for yourself. Focus on what you want rather than what you want to change. The mind will always have you settle for less....... which actually comes out in the form of having something better. Don't settle for the lessens of better. Manifest what you want. You'll enjoy your self along the way and therein lies the delight. If you are waiting around to enjoy yourself when things get better............ you'll keep on learning your lessenings and be longing for more. There is the music of you, the symphony of your being and expression into this world, that wants to be manifest. You are truly unique in an endlessly repetitive system. Don't wait around for change. Do what you want. You don't have to be special, you are inherently yourself and thereby beyond special. Let's hear you and see you and feel you. Come out of the closet of the mind. Come out and play. You have been under intense, grinding pressure. Dance the life fantastic. Be the play beyond the acting.
Shine,
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