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by Mark Krueger

Archive 2006


January 20, 2006

The Cage is Falling From You. Throw Away the Keys.

Love is in the air. So is breaking up. Aquarius, which the Sun has just entered, represents change, also shock, breakup and finally integration. Relational stuff is sifting and jiggling these days. It's a difficult realm. All the archetypes and conditioning that we have been given are mostly untenable. We're all making it up as we go in the Aquarian Age but we face the dregs of the Piscean Age. There's a heap of expectant and broken dreams that make considerable noise in the psyche. Everybody wants to be their self with others who are being their selves. What we are conditioned to is being somebody, being good, being holy, etc. Then when you mix in the projections from that basis on to others, beloveds and relationships (and their projections on to you) you get the sufferful amalgam of people's experience with the love game. Even if you avoid the whole subject, there tends to be a deep ache in the hole in the soul. Love doesn't fix the loneliness, ever. Love fixates the chronic escape from loneliness on the wings of projection. If you want the Other, be yourself first.

Aquarius is truly herself but because few people are their selves with you as you are growing up, one gets pulled out into the other, collectively as in the case of Aquarius. Aquarius feels more comfortable relating to a group and/or humanity or other dimensional beings than it does being face to face with a fellow human. It's not Aquarius' true nature but it is a result of being unmet individually from birth. Now during this time of Aquarius, the dilemma of being one's self while being with an Other gets illustrated. Ending or beginning a relationship will not end suffering. It will change it. Change if you so choose. But let go of the expectations that relationship in any way is going to cure suffering. That will save you a whole lot of drama. Be yourself and let love be like breath: it's essentially human and it comes and goes. Being with some one is just that. Be.

All manner of shake up and shattering will be happening at every level for the next weeks. The brittleness of power is showing. When things shatter, they already were shattered. Everything in the Dream is shattered, fractured and projected. When something shattering comes along, it's an opportunity to recognize the Game itself and let go. Not let go down here and let God up there. That's just more fractured projections with some silly glue of Unity pasted upon it. Let go. Don't hang in there. Let go. Don't get it together. Let go.

Flow is also a characteristic of Aquarius. Despite its stubborn fixation on change, which is a shadow of Aquarius, flow is what goes so go with the flows. Intuition, foresight, intention help so much with it all. Foster that, allow that in yourself. Go hunching. Go inkling. Go in flow. Judgment and undue rigidity are still somewhat thick. No need to apply to power to what is stuck. Please read that sentence again. Just make choices and drop the notions of immoveable objections and irresistable forcings. The old cage is falling from you. Throw away the keys.

Simply be,
Mark