December 16, 2005
It's Your Turn, So Choose
You are riding out an intense post Full Moon-Pluto thingy. Perhaps you are
feeling ungrounded and throughly grinded. It's Pulp Friction. Needles of
pain are unjamming from your heart. It still feels like pain. Have mercy
on your soul proprietorship. Business is as unusual. Get used to it. 'Tis
weird from here on out. Be present and choiceful and let go.
The Grand Cross burns like a matterfucker. The deepest layers of the
physical mind are wretching and kvetching. Let 'em be. Take care of your
dear self. Tender is the night. It's the Winter Solstice, Sun entering
Capricorn, on the 21st at 1:35 pm EST. I'm working for three months in
Australia where it's Summer Solstice. Peak experiences all around. (My
apologies to my Down Under friends for my northern hemispheric centric
orientation.) It's a most interesting question for this astrologer to grok
the patterns playing out archetypally in astrology when the north and
south have different climate/sunlight experiences and such. My sense so
far in working in southern Africa and now Australia is that the same
effects happen. That is, there is an energetic archetypal dip at the
December Solstice even in the southern hemisphere. Down Under, where
summer is stretching her legs right now, there's still a sense of pause
and rest despite the buzz of nature (and flies). The northern/western
hemispheres dominate in our current time so that
commercial/media/sociologoical effects spread throughout the world. The
southern hemisphere is counter to that dominance and it's noticeable in
the way time is perceived, the pace of life and such. Whether the magnetic
poles flip or not, the world is being pulled south and east archetypally.
You can see how topsy turvied we all are as the Shifts hit the fan. More
will be revealed. Suffice it to say that there is a deep psychic bass note
at this December Solstice for everyone.
This is a more true New Year than that silly thing in January. The year
ahead brings continual, deep karmic burning. Letting go is simply the way
to be from here on out. You can prosper in all senses of that word if you
are clearly intentional. This is always true but henceforth the razor's
edginess will be providing abundant feedback. Be freely. Hanging on,
controlling and making it all real will slam you hither and thither in
dizzying dithers. Plant your seeds; tend them lightly; be flexibly. It's a
good year for manifestation harvest. I can't emphasize enough to claim
your own consciousness and clear your own karma. The delight and freedom
and peace of your own being never comes and goes. All the rest in the
Dream is going to surreally come and go.
The 17th at 12:15 AM EST brings Jupiter and Saturn exactly square. This is
their first quarter moon like corner that they turn in. These cycles
define the pulse of civilization as the collective experiences it. This
magical, maddening twenty year run began in 2000 and ends in 2020. It's a
humungous turning point time and as we turn on this first bend, even more
so. These are momentous moments. Heads of state and states of head are
going to roll. Power is collapsing upon itself.
We've got the whole world in our hands............ It really helps to
clear your own crap. It's more effective than if you try to clear
everybody else's crap. The planet and society are an outpicturing of our
psyches. Ouch. Let the ouches out. No need to hide them and protect them.
They are just old wheezy whackedness of hurts gone past that impinge every
moment of your now unless you let them be. You weren't let be when the
ouchies happened. So let their spinning noise be. Don't make them real but
don't deny them either. You are fine and you were not at all feeling fine
when the eddying ouchies happened long ago. They get onion layers of
karmic residue as they spin your life in manifestation for you. Let the
dammed things melt! Howl all you want. Be aware of others and let them
know what's going on with you so that they don't make it all real either.
Let the crud unreel.
Peace be what you are,
Mark