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by Mark Krueger

Archive 2005

November 4, 2005

Uncross Your Heart

What's a Cross between magic and mayhem? This week brings both. The madness of the mind, of power, of polarization flares furiously. The Grand Cross is oh so exact 11/6-8. On the 8th the Moon moves through the Cross in the Sign of Aquarius. Riot and revolt are coming back by populist demand. The breaking point has arrived. The mirror cracks for three times seven years. Constancy is dissolving. Extreme changes beget the efforts to control. Fascism seems like a new and improved idea if you dress it up in primal fear and neologic. Big brother knows best and will protect us from ourselves. Oh Big Brother, where aren't you? Everywhere, except your own being. Be and the foolery will pass you by. Otherwise, the mind constricts you in the name of security. You'll never know what gripped you.......

If you are realizing the mind, including the higher mind, which is called Consciousness/Spirit/God and such, the drama revolves evermore intensely around being Destroyed: you, them, us, what have you...... If you are claiming your own consciousness and clearing your own karma, your being is who you are. Then the drama/dharma draggy drivel is Destoryed. If you want the drama/dharma, have at it. It'll have you in spades like diamonds clubbing your hearts. That house of cards tumbles tumultuously from here on. Do you want to decked over and over again? The bets are on that pokering and trumping and all manner of feinting in the name of gain and the dread of loss will fly in the face of logic and nicety. It's every mind for itself from here on. Yet finally there's only the mind, the system of the Dream, the All One that leaves you forever Alone. You don't have a mind. It's not who you are. You are your being, your consciousness. All, and I mean all, of the rest is projections from soul to sole. What are you going to do? Rather: what are you going to undo? If this makes sense to you, consider having a session with me.

The Whirled is spinning faster in grand grinding glory/gory. I'm not here to scare you. I'm here to reflect to you what is happening in the unconscious, the unconscious that is erupting personally and collectively in ridiculous roundels of ragged rage, resentment and revenge. In my opinion, you will not be able to effectively think, pray, ascend, deny or will your way through the morass of more assets going to more asses touting mores for the masses. This crap is upon the planet for two decades to come. The supposed stories of better change is up Uranus, leaving you with endless constipation of the mind. You can try to take a shift, but you'll feel more and more shiftless as the changes are recognized as not working. Aaaaarrrrgggghhhhh mateys. Your consciousness has been pirated by the scoundrels of the higher mind offering new and improved love and light and all holied hooplas which will now take you to the bottom of the Seize while the Wheel spins ferociously whilst the gerbils run riotously after fooled goals of pointed projections. You can't stop. You can't stop It. You can clear your identification in the machinery of drama and suffering for you. The rest is finally their business. If you want everybody's business to be your business, well.......... go get 'em gods and goddesses. The co-depended co-projections of high holy helperisms are strangling most everyone and most everything and the next twenty years will reveal the whole mess. If you are being yourself and making choices consciously, there isn't a whole lotta crap that gets created and co-created. It's honest and you'll be present to offer help without the goopy Gopi projections of fawning vulturity that is leveraged spiritual greed that feeds off of the mortal sufferings of the Other. Drop that stuff, if you are done with it. You will not miss one nasty lick of it, ever.

Enough about the mayhem...... The magic of this Grand Cross time is that you can be manifesting what you want in magnificently simple and direct ways while burning off the old files of victimry. The viles vill be vacuumed if you vacate the very vivid volumes of vast invocational vagaries, verisimilitudes and vacuous votive candles of your old, drool encrusted bones of contention, dissension and heinal retention. The Drama is optional if you are claiming your own consciousness. You can have way less drama and hooky dharma and drag and drop dummery while playing with the silliness of life in the no lane. Choose or lose and gain and lose and gain. You can manifest what you want without having it and having it have/halve you. The fun is you, wherever however whatever. Ever you are. All the rest is unrest on the way to the Happy Valley of Heavenly Promised Lands of Light at the End of tunnelvisioned distortions and delusions of projection on the Paths to Glory.

Let it all burn this week. What is burning off is not you! It's ye olde karma that doesn't want to lose you as it's soul proprietor. Sell the store. Liquidate the merchandise of the mind. Play like your life unended from it.

Uncross your heart and unhope.......... to be,
Mark