October 28, 2005
End of Story
More and more cranks of the Wheel....... You are noticing the suffering
that is underneath everything in Creation all of the time. These days
are not gloom and doom despite feeling like doom and gloom. You are
becoming conscious of all the ways you zoomed for breathing room above
the doom and gloom of your other lifetimes as a strategy of
transcendence. Noticeably, transcendence isn't working anymore. Efforts
to transcend drive you deeper into descendent dramas. The Hopey way
can't cover the hopelessness of how the Dream doesn't work for you. It
doesn't work for you because it distracts you from you in the name of
getting you by chasing after the trends and fauxs of the projections of
Creation. It does not work! It does work you, over and over again and
again! Aren't you tired of the grind!!!! You are deeply, deeply lonely
for your self. Claim your own consciousness and clear your
identification in the karmic machine. In my opinion, nothing else works
anymore, spiritual or material, because you stay embedded in the Dream,
endlessly trying to go higher and such. Oy!
The Grand Cross gets even more potent in the week ahead. The 1st, All
Saints' Day, brings a New Moon in Scorpio at 8:25 pm EST. (Daylight
time changes this weekend). Right smack in the Grand Cross, this New
Moon erupts all of the old rage, terror and guilt of all the ways you
were horribly stuck in bodies, situations, dramas, dilemmas and
Creation itself. Happy Halloween. These goopy layers burn acridly for
most people, hijacking their lantern while wandering witch way to go.
The trick of the treats of the Dream break open the bottom of your sack
of earthly and heavenly Goodies thereby leaving you holding your empty
Holy bag. What goes up comes down. What goes in comes out. Be. Give up
all of your beliefs. Let them go. Be-leaving keeps you leaving your
being. Be-leaving has never actually worked and actually never will
work but it will surely tell you otherwise, for the Bible, for the
Babel, for the bubbles tell you so...........
Pissiness is the busyness of the day. This autumn brings a riot of
color, color vs. color, in the human drama of conflictions over the
absurd surface differences that have nothing to do with anything.
Praise and appreciation to Rosa Parks who just passed on. I recommend
not sitting anywhere on the bus however, front or back. Ride your own
being to where you wish. The mind itself is always the ultimate
oppression of your own consciousness. De-parasitize yourself from the
wily weasel of wacky wondering. All who wonder and wander are lost from
their selves. Nothing wrong with that, but certainly, there is nothing
right with it either. Drop the projections of going anywhere. Choose
and let go and choose again while realizing the dream of heavens and
earths and the All One Game. It's not you. You are not in it. You are.
End of story.
Meanwhile, in terms of the story that unfurls its freaky flagging
flutters of birds that flew...... the week ahead is very magical.
Praise to all the witches and wizards that have proceeded us, hogwarts
and all, so that we can at least break out of some of the constraints
of the mind boxes. Wizardy maintains the dream, unplain and unsimple,
but it has had its place in cracking open the safe and unsafe. Unhang
all the witches!!! Undrown them. Smoke Salems, not wizards. Unflay the
messengers. Uncross the Christs and uncurse the Magdalenes. Pandora
didn't have a box of demons. She saw things as they were and spoke to
the unconscious, openly. Pandora lives! These are cauldron days
bubbling the dregs of the Dream, with eye of Newt and broken bits of
Bush. Toil troubles and troubles toil in search of the potion of power
and position. But Justice mires in withdrawal. The occulted workings of
government are outing the in crowd. Suffer the guilty, for they know
what they do......... Less power to all of them. May they be dammed in
the flood of awareness and enough of their poisoning ways. They'll come
around to their own being once upon some time. But no more of the
flagrant, oppressive foolery! No more!
Anyway, rots a ruck on all those indicted counts of dregula. The fangs
of vEmpires have cut deep for a long time. Bleeding is everywhere. Not
enough time, money, resources, attention, knowledge,
power................ You got it; you lost it; you gotta get it, ad
nauseaum. The skulls of crossed boners lead the iniquity. Remember to
laugh or ye shall be haunted by the nunsense of rightness in a time of
wrongings. The Great Pump King is getting carved. A light shall be put
into him and in time he shall shrivel, moldering in his grave conceits.
Meanwhile enjoy the fun that you are and howl at the moon.
Treats you tricksters,
Mark