September 30, 2005
Anima vs Animus
How's your relationship with your relationship(s)? All of that stuffing
is up big time. Mars goes retrograde in Taurus on the 1st at 6:04 pm
EDT; it'll be direct again on 12/9. A few hours later it exactly
opposes Venus. Yeehaaa. On the 3rd there's a New Moon solar eclipse in
Libra at 6:28 am EDT. Venus and Mars are in mutual reception; they
rule the sign that the opposing planet is in. The Anima and Animus are
duking it out. (These are Jungian psychology terms). Men have inner
feminines; women have inner masculines. That unconscious material is
projecting in the most extreme way nowadays. Men try to get their inner
feminine from their women. Women try to get their inner masculine from
their men. Love is the spin. Rotsa ruck, lotsa muck. Don't let it get
you....... down or up. Be.
You be your being. The pink/blue game ain't you, but it does make a lot
of noise on the planet and in the psyche. All of you that chose to bend
the gend get caught up in the Game too. Those who are ac/dc dicey come
in with very well hung animas and animuses(animooses). You go against
the grain to blow up the polarization game and then, well, you are
hung. Gaiety of either flavor is such a noticeable issue of our times
because finally: Folks Just Want To Be Their Selves! and it ain't got
nothin' to do with crotches or chromed zomes or what have you. Just
play with it all. This matrix of Ex and Why is oh so persistent in its
layers. Now here this all you layers. We're just gonna have fun with
it. Don't let all your thingies get in the way of your thingie and all
that partakes thereof. If you feel crotchety, okay. If you get a
horndog at the fair, okay. If you don't want nun, okay. It is your
choice, your body; and all of that isn't who you are. Claim your own
consciousness and clear your own karma.
Venus and Mars also represent inside and outside. You may feel rather
confused about who is you and who is them. Maybe you have worshipped
Sieve for a long time. The notion of agape is most spiritually popular
for all of the happy hooking that it offers on the planet and
interdimensionaly. All One, ALone....... round and round. All Oneness
does not clear Aoneness. It is shined up fractured projections
distracting you from your own being. You are lonely for your own being.
How many rounders more do you want to see the roundy, roundy game of
yin chase yang chase yin? The Path is a circle, and loopy at that. This
is very noticeable these days.
Love doesn't quite work out because it is based on projections in the
system of the mind which is Creation. It's kiss your ass, goodbye and
hello, whilst thinking that you are going somewhere and it's all
special. What you are looking for in love is what was conditioned out
of you by the folks and gods that from the start loved you oh so
unconsciously and projectively. You are looking for your being, your
consciousness in all the wrong/right places. Give up the search. You
don't even need to love your self (it wouldn't be your being that you
would be loving in that endeavor). Just be. Being present with another
and they with you is way cool, way effortless and drama-free with
simple delight. Use the L word all you want. I do. But don't make it
real. Realize your own consciousness and love the one you're with.
Your karma is coming undone, IF YOU LET IT. If not, you will be weaving
dharma drama do do do. Tis your choice. Fear is flying high.
Depression/repression are burrowing low. You cannot do anything about
this that will work, work in the way you think it will work. You can
undo it all for you, if you choose. If you choose. Have a session with
me if this makes sense. I can remember to you how to unwind from your
karma. Only you can choose and undo that. You'll only lose the mind and
suffering. You'll only be more present and present with the ones that
you love. You'll be playing with the Dream rather than having the Dream
play you will trying to get it to come True.
Unscrew it,
Mark