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Archive 2005

September 2, 2005

Inundation

What suffering! The inundation of devastation is very unbearable. Hurricane Katrina's effects are beyond the pale. Ole Miss is ravaged. New Orleans is ruined for some long time to come. Mal temps roulez??? Even the Blues has got the blues. In Iraq, aside from the usual grinding insanity, someone yelled - bomber - as religious throngs jammed a bridge over the Tigris. A thousand people died hideously by trampling and drowning. There was no bomber. Fear marches on.

America's oil gluttony is getting a karmic shot in the gut. More lack attack shadows the addictive greed. The tsunamic waves rippling and ripping through the economy will be exponential in their effects. Is the economy as robust as the pundits purport? Some recent figures from the Feds: real income has decreased for most Americans over the last five years; over one million people joined the poverty strata in the last year. The Feds don't put the cost of buying a home in the consumer price index; the monthly mortgage is included, but not the cost of buying. Do you think living is costing more? Housing drains people's savings into their investment. What if the investment shrinks? What if many thousands chronically don't make their mortgage payment because of spiking energy costs. Watch what happens. The squeeze is pulsing below the surface and now it rises loud and feared. Remember to breathe; take walks; talk. But most importantly claim your own consciousness and begin directly clearing your own karma. The spin is dizzying, disassociative and so sufferacious if you are busy realizing the mind. Realizing your higher self, higher consciousness, Nirvana, soul and all the other variations of projection of the mind won't get it done.

On the karmic wheel, there is a rapid amplification of causes and a rapid amplification of effects. This is what I have been adamantly writing and speaking about for some years. My talk entitled: Beyond the End Daze speaks to all of this. Catch me on tour this fall as I present in NE, CO, CA and AZ (or anywhere else you'd like me to come). In a nutshell, the End is going to wash up on the shores of the mind in the Dream over and over and over again. Sinking or swimming will not cure the noise of it all. Going higher or more pure or into the Silence or the All One or heaven or Doing Your Work or refining the ley lines or or or........ it's all just changing seats on the Titanic. Do you see that?

You are not your soul, your mind, your body, your energy or any and all of the fractured projections of the Dream of Creation. You are your own being, your own consciousness. You are not Consciousness, Higher Consciousness, Divine Consciousness, God, Love, Chocolate or whatever. All of all of That is projection. It is the stuff of the mind. It's all mind, from rocks to Cherubim, and it ain't you. Are you done yet? Don't say hallelujah. Claim your own being and clear your own karma. You'll actually be more useful to sufferers, much more than if you are all hooked in, gooed in the connections of co-depended loveola. Being present doesn't get you tsunamied with those that have been tsunamied. You'll just be with them and all parties involved can make more real time, clear and even caring decisions.

The noise of it all is ramping up beyond what you can imagination........ but you are already feeling it, down in the belly. Hanging on, climbing up, hunkering down ain't gonna git it like it used to be got. You have a choice. If you identify in the mind, all aspects of the mind high and low and All, you will have a destiny rather than a choice. The storm surges of destiny have begun. Don't buy it. Dissolve it for you. Your suffering will not be helpful to others in a great deal of suffering. Hiding and denying are suffering too. Compassion, if it is worshiped, creates more suffering because it is grotesquely identified and sucking on the suffering. Just give cuz you want to give. Help cuz you want to help. And drop all the goofy, hooky stories of LOL, Service and other projective blatherings. Be. Choose. Express. You'll be able to hear what folks want and be able to perhaps meet them with some assistance. No strings attached. Suffering folks are having a hard enough time as it is without getting gagged on do-goodisms. I'm writing at some length about this because we're going to have more and more layers of old destruction and devastation karmas echoing out of the bilge of the deep psyche at the end of the Piscean Age. At a point you gotta let it go and that is individual and unique to the moment for everyone. Take care of yourself so that you can be there for folks without losing yourself into their cycle of karmic spiral. We finally can't save anyone. Being present can make all the difference though.

Pluto goes direct on the 2nd at 6:44 am EDT. The New Moon in Virgo is on the 3rd at 2:54 pm EDT. The 4th brings Mercury entering Virgo at 1:52 pm EDT. After shaking off the shock and numbness, folks will get quite generous. Greed however is going to be a dominant theme. Don't get caught up in the giving/taking thing. A lot of karma is coming down for the old patriarchal greed barons. They've been getting theirs. Now they'll be getting theirs! And the world will see. Offer what you want to those in need but stay out of savioring projections. That's just spiritual greed. The more folks let go of overlaying projections, the sooner the karmic swings will settle. It seems however that this will take a couple of decades. Doing Good must always manifest the Bad doings. Choosing to give cuz you're choosing is simple, direct and doesn't leave a nasty residue that begets more of the old loopy same. If you like: what goes around, comes around and it's all good. Rotsa ruck. Be directly intentional and cut out the refractive suffering.

Love at last sight is up. Unrequited love undertows are up in the collective psyche. Let go of making it all real. Say hi; embrace if you like, but don't bite into the rusty hooks while fishing around in the sea of karma. You can appreciate those you have loved and have loved you without the snaggery. These are still great days for manifesting what you want. Let the fears burn off. Go for it. There can be some grousing around. Let the grouses fly away to their victimage. It's their problem and you need not have it foisted upon you. Go easy with everything these days. Pushing pulls you into what you are afraid of. Who needs it? Who kneads it? Not you. You are fine even if life is a bit messy for you at this juncture. Enjoy yourself despite the noise.

Peace be what you are,
Mark