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 by Mark Krueger Archive 2005
Anchor AwayThe 11th and 12th bring a foretaste of the Grand Cross in Fixed Signs that ensues 9/11/05 for the duration of six months. You can feel blocked, trapped and inert right now. If you pay attention, you'll see that this is what is burning off. If you choose, you can be in fine focus by being intentional. You aren't stuck like you think/feel you are. But if you buy the story of being stuck, it's a done deal. Don't fight/resist/run/ascend. Be and let go. Struggles are for muggles. The planets are in complex geometry. Your life may be appearing complex. You may be noticing your (and their) complexes. The mind weaves a wicked web. If you flail, it grabs you more tightly. See your way through these complexities. Just keep making choices. If some are errant, you'll find out soon enough and you'll make new choices. How know how simple this sounds. It is simple! The mind is not. The areas of our karmic patterns that are very noticeable nowadays are addictions. Addictions are tight loops of half-logic that suggest that some choice will work even though the recurring results confirm otherwise. The mind empowers some end of a polarization and we freeze into the too familiar rut of non-choice choice. Addictions just have to wear out. Again, if you feed them by fighting them, they get tighter. If you deny them by transcendence, they'll come to meet you another day, thicker and thornier. If you see them, realize they are not you; intend for their clearing from you and realize your own consciousness, those loops will weaken and eventually fall away. Ultimately, all of Creation is an addiction loop in macro and micro dimensional ways. Give up getting it all perfect. Directly intend the qualities of your life and what you want, and it will be so, in time. If you are claiming your own consciousness directly, you'll be enjoying your self along the way. Impatience drifts in and out for all of us around our thickest layers of karmic crud. Scream and holler as you choose. Laughter is oh so helpful. The Whine Tour is much more fun with Gallo's Humor. Mercury goes direct on the 15th at 11:51 pm EDT. This round was so somnambulant. Ye's a brick house...... With Uranus in Pisces, it's easy to fall into trance of all kinds. Wait until you see Neptune in Pisces in the next decade! Things should be lovelier as this week goes on. On the 16th Venus enters Libra which she rules. You'll love the love that loves the love of lovely love of the dove from above and the shove from below. Twitterpatin' is on the rise. Romance thrives in the war of the whirleds drama that is playing out. Be present. Be choiceful. Communicate clearly. You'll be fine. Have fun. Anchor away! An emblematic Leo died this month: Peter Jennings. I've appreciated the clear presence of him in network news for some time. It's a dark field indeed, but he really showed up. He was the only network anchor that didn't go hysterical on, and subsequent to, 9/11/01. He did some very important work in busting open the horror of the Serbs/Croats in Bosnia so that karmic mess could be interrupted by the powers that were ignoring it all. He opened up many cans of worms and got them to the mainstream when the networks wouldn't have it. Good on ya mate! The States have been blessed by many superb Canadians over the years and we've been the richer for it. Thanks for sharin', ay! His network, ABC, loved and appreciated him and his journalism enough to do a two hour special about him in prime time with no ads. He deserved it. There was an amazing clip where he busted a father of a son. (Leos like Jennings are all about the kids, unless they are too slammed by their own childhood.) Jennings did this segment as a reporter where he tracked a small town bully dad with his son at the kid's baseball game. Later, Peter confronted the father as he sat with his batteredesque wife. He quoted back to him his horrific threats of getting his son when they got home. The abuser was so classically in denial, so immensely and pathetically insecure and so violent in every way. And the guy shifted on camera. Who knows whether it stuck in their lives, but the guy came to and softened in real time. Jennings potently held witness to this guy without the attacking/reacting that is the norm for all journalism on the networks and beyond. Peter Jennings has a Sun/Mars conjunction in Leo. His Pluto is in the last minutes of arc of Cancer on the cusp of Leo. He truly was an advocate for victims and had considerable wisdom to let people be. I'd say ultimately he grieved himself to death. He was very emotional but controlled it in hypercareerism and over work. Lovely man in all kinds of ways. Lovely to his faults. True hearted, kind, imperious but playful. He's a classic Leo. I miss him. He saw that it wasn't about truth, though he would get to the bottom of the story. His decade in the Middle East illuminated to him that The Truth does not set anybody free. His being held clear witness to the Story. Sure he was sunk into it like we all have been. But he was a refreshing presence. The journalists he mentored are deeply committed to carry on his legacy. I believe they will. I hope it's enough. The drama is so corrosive in the media. The shadow of the public pulls hard. As world events ripple relentlessly and the psyche keens, being clearly present will see people through. Reaction/action is likely to dominate. May your life be in the slower lane. Shine into your life by being present. It is no effort. You are your being. The mind will fuck with you. Kiss the bully goodbye. It is not real as it appears. The thoughts, the feelings, the instincts..... they pull and push. The Drama wants to be maintained at all costs, at the cost of your being. Struggle and will, divinity and Light, hope or various dope... none of it is going to work in the daze ahead. You won't even be able to fly on your instruments. Claim your consciousness, clear your karma and choicefully you will play your way through the Matrix. Agent Smith is a figment. So is Neo. You are.
Rest in the peace of your being,
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