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 by Mark Krueger Archive 2005
Mourning GloriesSaturn enters Leo at 8:34 am EDT on the 16th. (It had been in Cancer since 6/4/03; it will exit Leo on 9/2/07.) The collective background orientation changes on the 16th. We enter a field of focus around what gets called the heart, emotions, truth, power and money, children and childhood and more. All the broken heartedness you have ever known will arise. Let it. Upwellings of complex emotion will wash through the body and personality. Let them. The endless battles of truth and lies will scream forward in public and personal ways. Let them. Great unconscious projections within the stories of power and money will be revealed. Let them. The plight and might of children and the silly and savaged facets of your childhood, all will come into light. Let be. Be. Let be. The extreme cooking of very old files of drama has begun. The distractions of the equally ancient reactions and supposed solutions of Truth and Love and God will be cartoonishly illustrated. Truth will not set you free. You are already free. Love is not who you are nor will it finally relieve yours or their suffering. You are not suffering itself. Your experience of it is the Game. If it is no longer playful for you, claim your own consciousness and clear your own consciousness. God will not complete you in the dance of Separation and Unity. You are not the Grand Splits nor the Grand Unity which is the splits with glue on top. God is a primary story in the Dream. You are not in the Dream, though God is. This is a time of realizing your choice, your being, the delight and peace of your own being. All the rest is drama, dharma, karma on a Wheel which never ends but projects the Game of getting to the end while justifying the mean. You have a choice. So harken drama kings and queens. This is your era. Rise up and have fun with it all. Let go of believing in the stories. Share and express, laugh and cry, curse and tremble but let go. You cannot fix what was never broken. There is nothing to be saved. To quote a Tom Waits song I heard the other day: "Why don't you come down from the cross? We could use the wood." Play helps to dissolve the Dilemma. I don't mean USA recreation, what you do on the weekend stuff. Play is being your self and making choices. Play includes the fields of difficulty and challenge and pain. To realize the mind and to make real all the drama is to be lost to the wicked wacky weird waves of weasely wiggles of it all. The tremors of terror are mounting soon amis. Wave your ass goodbye. You will have trouble finding it, so let it go. Let go of chasing your tail on the Wheel, your tale in the Drama. The so-called problems of life and the world are best met by being present, not by chasing the projections of getting the bad to turn into Good(God). The Light at the end of the tunnel is the endless looping Train of Thought. Chase or be chaste? Who cares? Neither works. Give up the Work, the Truth, the Love, the Path and you give up the grinding on the Wheel. The squeaky Wheel gets the Grace, but then what? You can prey on high or on others. but then what? Who eats who? Give up being right. Be. And then watch all the noise and Gotterdammerung, the doom of whatever considers itself Gods, the war of the whirleds, the end of an Age, watch all of it melt into the vanity of itself. Please see that what coming down is not a big deal but that it is a Big Deal burning off. Remember that karma is simply all the past files of stories and that they do want to be your present and future. Now the excrescences of ancient plagues and pestilences, storms und drangs, wars and wrongs will break the surface of conscious awareness. Laugh and let go. Let the old mold unfold and fall away. Fight and flight (materially or spiritually) will not save the day. It will save the daze. Be. Unfazed, but at times awash in feelings in the phases and phesters, you will see your way through and see that you are fine. Then the world will match your being rather than your old and unconscious stories. This week is very complex and fascinating. Face it and unfacet. Shift and get off the plod. The Full Moon on the 21st at 7:00 am EDT brings a trailing edge wave of life and death drama. All manner of hero stories will arise. (I refer again to the Tom Waits' quote above.) The more choiceful you are, the more those around you will be so. It's fun, despite the suffering burning off. You are the fun. "They" can be too. All sorts of Light/Dark fights are flying about. The power brokers and agencies want to fodder you. Spit them out before they chews you for their mission. If you are going after the Great Destiny, heaven will help you and you'll have more than enough adventures for the hell of it. These bond fires of the sacred vanities will burn brightly. Where do they/you think they and It are really going? Round and round the Wheel doth go and It is just around the bend. You have a choice in the Game. Compulsion is the running ahead of the bulls of revulsion. There's ample trample to be seen. In this case the lemmings will find that there is no cliff. Then what? The plot of goals at the end of the rainbow is a tired trek. Come home to your self.
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