June 17, 2005
Peak of You
Let's take a peek at the week. This week isn't weak cuz it's a peak.
Summer Solstice is on the 21st when the Sun goes into Cancer at 2:46 am
EDT plus the Full Moon is on the 22nd at 12:14 am EDT. To boot, the
Full Moon opposition of Sun in Cancer/Moon in Capricorn is square to
Mars in Aries opposed to Jupiter in Libra thereby forming a Grand Cross
in the Cardinal Signs. I'm tellin' ya....... get your intentions set
and clear and be direct in what you want to manifest. There is no
better time, period. I highly recommend you have a karmic clearing
session with me. If you've had one with me, focus with persistence. The
essence is of the essence, if ya know what I mean. This fall will bring
extremely dramaful events with glorious distractions of all sorts. If
you ain't clear and direct, you will likely be seeking lossfully.
It's not that it'll be downhill from here. It's just that the shadow,
the unconscious, will come up wave after wave and that brings the
feeling of going downhill. Going uphill doesn't work either. That'll
get you down even quicker on this ultra zippy karmic wheel. Be. Don't
believe. Be. Don't belie. Be. Don't beseech. Be. Don't beleaguer. Be.
The mind endlessly splits your identification high and low. Embodied
ones go seeking their souls. Ascended ones go seeking the mortals. It
doesn't work like you think it will. If it was really working,
suffering would have dissolved long ago. It just works ya. It's a good
game until it isn't for you. Then it isn't bad; it's just tiresome and
silly. You can't think or pray or practice your way out of this
dilemma. You can simply claim your own consciousness and thereby clear
your identification in the Game, the Wheel, the suffering machine.
Other people's business is there business. To meddle is to muddle. You
can be helpful but you can't save. You can express but you can't truth
or all the other notions of rightness. Being is simple and direct and
elegant. It takes no effort, no higher this that or the other thing, no
sacrifice.
What it is? It is your own sovereignty. You are your own being. Soul
this and spirit that and energy what not....... all of them are
distractions, split projections of the mind. God hasn't worked yet and
won't work in the scheme of things. There is nothing wrong with God.
But, take a look: there's nothing right with God. All the righteous
whatever of the I AM and Allah and Self and Yahweh and Buddha Nature
and so forth hasn't cured suffering. In fact the righteousness of all
that surely maintains suffering. Why play that Game anymore? You won't
miss it when you are done with it.
All kinds of feelings are up. You can weep at the drop of a thought,
the tickle of music, the whiff of nostalgia. Let the tears fall. It's
sappy Cancer time. The sap has risen to the very top at this peak time.
Now let the sap fall along with the tears and let your burden down.
Hallelujah. Kleenex your karma. Ask snot what your country can do for
you..... ask..... oh hell....... just blow. Snorfle. Boo all the who's.
Soak your bosom in salty drippage. I happen to think that crying is an
excellent discharge of all kinds of old sad and sorry songs of the
soul. My Sun's in Cancer. Let the river flow.
If you don't let it all flow, you can feel oh so very trapped this week
and it is but a foretaste of later in the year. We have been getting
occasional ephemeral Grand Crosses, training Crosses. They are karma
burners if you let them, if you let yourself be and let the sludge
budge without the drudge of judge or the old familiar fudge.
Life and Death are wailing again! Some big stories will be coming down.
Don't fight the power or empower the fight. Be choiceful. When you
clearly express yourself and choose, you effect more change with less
karma than any form of fight or flight. Speak out and play on. A Change
Is Gonna' Come....... it always does. But being....... now there is a
dissolution of the dilemmas, the doldrums, the disappointments.
Have a lovely peak experience,
Mark