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by Mark Krueger

Archive 2005

May 27, 2005

Breeze Here Now

Conflict is mounting in the collective and personal psyche. Depression, which is an outcome of suppressed rage, has been prevalent. The week ahead is a time of venting the vault of venom. Be with the feelings but don't make them real. Make choices. This is a most creative time. Play full on. The Muse is ripe and ready. You may not be, if you haven't uncorked the cellar. Expression is expression. Corking any of it suppresses any of it. No need to suppress it; no need to believe it. We all got slammed as youngin's. When those old, crusty feelings unwind, you feel like the age you were when you got stuffed. This week is likely to bring some adolescent and infantile tantrums to the surface. No biggie. A little buggie.

It's summer. Flow is in the air. There are no planets in Earth signs this week. Be aware. It is quite easy to drift. I imagine that earthquakes are ready to surface. The disturbances of the psyche that go unprocessed get acted out in the physical body and therefore in the planet. The 12/26/04 Tsunami is still twanging around Earth in every way. A line of rock moved in a big way for a distance equivalent to Maine to Florida. Gaia is adjusting to these new stretch marks. Parallel events are likely.

Gemini is full of mimic. It mirrors. This bouncing back and forthness may be crazy making for some days ahead. Notice the echoes in social situations, such as peer pressure or yawning triggering yawning. We are members of the herd. The reaction to that is the effort to be different. But being different is still herd dependent. Reaction will be considerably prevalent for several weeks. Tit for tat, push come to pull.

You can sink into the tension or you can dance. Tension is quite creative and playful. Dancing is dynamic. The conflict in the psyche currently is that the pull from the old feelings of being very stuck are warring with the feelings of pressure to get the new and different. The result can look like addiction wherein the pattern of the old pushes for more of what only seems new but is still quite in the pattern of the old. Obsessive thoughts and actions get stuck in the loop. One gets disassociated from what is going on, and that's the point of the addiction. When you dance with the tension. New choices are made via new perspectives. Play begets being more present; being more present dissolves the old loops and de-energizes any potential new loops. Thinking will not get you beyond the loops. Thinking will be especially loopy for a couple of weeks.

So express your self. Play and dance with it all. Don't take it seriously nor deny it. It's just air through the fan, wind in the hair. You can't really blow it. Just let go and let blow.

Breeze here now,
Mark