May 27, 2005
Breeze Here Now
Conflict is mounting in the collective and personal psyche. Depression,
which is an outcome of suppressed rage, has been prevalent. The week
ahead is a time of venting the vault of venom. Be with the feelings but
don't make them real. Make choices. This is a most creative time. Play
full on. The Muse is ripe and ready. You may not be, if you haven't
uncorked the cellar. Expression is expression. Corking any of it
suppresses any of it. No need to suppress it; no need to believe it. We
all got slammed as youngin's. When those old, crusty feelings unwind,
you feel like the age you were when you got stuffed. This week is
likely to bring some adolescent and infantile tantrums to the surface.
No biggie. A little buggie.
It's summer. Flow is in the air. There are no planets in Earth signs
this week. Be aware. It is quite easy to drift. I imagine that
earthquakes are ready to surface. The disturbances of the psyche that
go unprocessed get acted out in the physical body and therefore in the
planet. The 12/26/04 Tsunami is still twanging around Earth in every
way. A line of rock moved in a big way for a distance equivalent to
Maine to Florida. Gaia is adjusting to these new stretch marks.
Parallel events are likely.
Gemini is full of mimic. It mirrors. This bouncing back and forthness
may be crazy making for some days ahead. Notice the echoes in social
situations, such as peer pressure or yawning triggering yawning. We are
members of the herd. The reaction to that is the effort to be
different. But being different is still herd dependent. Reaction will
be considerably prevalent for several weeks. Tit for tat, push come to
pull.
You can sink into the tension or you can dance. Tension is quite
creative and playful. Dancing is dynamic. The conflict in the psyche
currently is that the pull from the old feelings of being very stuck
are warring with the feelings of pressure to get the new and different.
The result can look like addiction wherein the pattern of the old
pushes for more of what only seems new but is still quite in the
pattern of the old. Obsessive thoughts and actions get stuck in the
loop. One gets disassociated from what is going on, and that's the
point of the addiction. When you dance with the tension. New choices
are made via new perspectives. Play begets being more present; being
more present dissolves the old loops and de-energizes any potential new
loops. Thinking will not get you beyond the loops. Thinking will be
especially loopy for a couple of weeks.
So express your self. Play and dance with it all. Don't take it
seriously nor deny it. It's just air through the fan, wind in the hair.
You can't really blow it. Just let go and let blow.
Breeze here now,
Mark