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 by Mark Krueger Archive 2005
It MayMay Day, May Day. The persistent stuck feeling seems to continue to be held in the craw of the psyche. One has trouble knowing what to do with other people and that leads to feeling stuck as to what to do at all. This builds pressure and that becomes part of the block. Folks are ready to make choices, but there can be a lag that may persist for another six weeks. Ugh. However......... however it may seem that things aren't happening as you wish, there is deep magic afoot. So whatever it is for you, happen it May. These are inscrutable days. We have a teensy Grand Cross in Cardinal signs on the 29th and then, come the 30th at 10:58 pm EDT, Mars enters Pisces for that six weeks stint that I mentioned above. Just allow the magic. It may. Quintiles are all over the place in the planetary aspects; I won't elaborate their details. Suffice it to say that your ordinary pathways of doing what you've always been doing cuz you know how to do it that way and how it does you........ well, consider dropping that crusty scenario and make some new choices. Once again, you are fine, despite abundant feelings of all kinds. You are a bit skullnumb and are not a numbskull. So go ahead and make choices. Plans....... well, the more elaborate, the more convolutions can arise in these weeks ahead. Keep it simple even if it seems stupid. It helps to surveil the psyche. Just don't believe it. Much occult practice believes, more than a tad too much, in the psychic, which is a bundle of reverberating projections. The outcome is mishmash. Have you been having any mishmash? Cut to the chase. Get direct with your stuff: your psychic baggage, the stuff of your life, all those old stuffed feelings and while you are at it, air out all that body stuffiness. To air is human. Share with other people. Speak, express yourself. Listen, with grains of salt if they are talking about you, but listen and indeed listen to them about their own selves. There is a great deal of loneliness that pervades the Dream right now. Tis always there but it is more noticeable currently. Escapist, addictive, transcendent behaviors are surfacing. Acting out and acting up can happen when you get down. Getting up, believing in ascendancy as a cure for suffering, is a strategy whose flimsiness is being revealed. What goes up comes down hard these days. Be. We really do live in a wacky time. We're all wacky bozos on the bus of the Dream. It doesn't matter which seat you park your rosy butt on the damn thing cuz it's all silly. I know how popular it is to make it all real and meaningful and dramalicious, but jeepers creepers, it's just going round and round and up and down and whataya gonna do with the golden ring even if you score a bingo? The whole existentialada is being examined. Stupor is as stupor does. Life is like a box of chakras. It's just another gump in the road. A bird in the hand is worth giving to the Bush. Silly bidness all this Game. I suggest ya chuckle over instead of knuckle under. The fun is you and the realization of your consciousness makes the suffering playful, plus you get to be present with folks all the time and that turns out to be helpful and non-pestful. This is not a time when you are going to figure your life out. It is a time of aha and ha ha but don't buy that you get it now. If you think you've got it, its got you. There's nothing to get. There's plenty to share. Money. Let's talk dough, the friend/foe. Taurus brings up moola and all the beefs around the bullshit wherein people have their sacred power cows that milk endless have and have not stories about the coin of the realm. The economy is both shaky and robust. We are shifting entire economic systems on a global scale. The oil tit seems a bit more dry and this brings up scary hollow weaning dreams. We are unacostumed for this eventuality; empire is wearing no clothes. A big lack attack hovers just below the surface, ready to pounce, which is making the markets bounce. Nothing is predictable. I don't see that there is much to do about it. We're in the quandries, the shuffles, through the looking glass. The collective impacts and the individual and then the ripples rebound again and again. Be aware with your dough, where it goes and from whence it comes. Don't torque down either end. Keep your sphincters nimble, not slammed. It is always the old in and out but we do have a deep reconfiguration in our economic respiration. Take a deep breadth, with it all. Maintain some space. Play with eyes wide open. Enjoy your self and the commerce of manifesting the ka-ching and its redistribution. Allow for serendipity. Naps are good. Thumb sucking is optional. Have fun at recess. May, you enjoy it.Mark |