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 by Mark Krueger Archive 2005
Braise the Lords and Pass Beyond Their AdmonitionsHappy Earth Day to you. Happy Earth signs to you too. I trust that you are a bit more grounded and that you are able to make more decisions while you are getting on with things. Full Moon happens with Passover on the 24th at 6:06 am EDT. The feel good vs. feel bad polarity is up along with the juicy subtext of who is making whom feel whatever. The cause and effect of karma and the mind are so popular. Blame/praise and shame/pride weave through the warps and woofings of the Dream. Who's fault is it anyway? Ever consider that it is simply the defaults of the system of Creation itself? There is a Yod for the next ten days (which will be followed by a different one) that consists of a sextile between Uranus in Pisces and the Sun and then Venus in Taurus with retrograde Jupiter in Libra at their opposite midpoint. Relationships are under considerable pressure. Much of it has to do with this feel good/feel bad thang as it is projected onto others. When you get right down to it, no one makes you feel any particular way. They do things or don't do things and then you feel. However......... it usually plays out with more drama and suffering. So take a look at these projections in your relationships. (Shameless plug: I offer a wonderful Karma and Relationship seminar; check it out.) There is lots of depression surfacing in people's psyches ongoingly. Remember that it is not just the depression wherein you pull the sheets over your head. This depression includes the manic end, of which America is so representative thereof. It is not easy to do things right now because one can feel the outcomes don't necessarily support the efforts. Back to relationship itself, wanting somebody to do things for you is pretty well threaded through existence but what is occurring now is the awareness of the expectations projected in those wantings. Disappoint can be pervasive. The grass is always greener on the other side of the change, or, in the current mindscape, nothing is green at all except weeds and too distant wild flowers. Speak your pieces or forever hold off your peace. Don't let catatonic get your tongue. You likely feel tender right now and unsatisfied with yourself and others. You are fine; they are fine. But a bunch of stuff that feels unfine is up. Speak of it and let it go in recognition that you aren't going to actually control you or them in any way that gets rid of suffering. Suffering is not who you or they are. It is the stuff of Creation. Just let your self come unstuffed. I understand that you may simultaneously feel as thought the stuffing is knocked out of you, that you may be so empty without your suffering. You'll get beyond that if you intentionally let go. Shy feelings are prevalent. The fear that no one will listen is at the base of shyness, not just fear itself. If you don't listen to yourself first, others will not correspond. A great deal of supposed conversation consists of folks talking unconsciously to their selves while others are in proximity. As well, the mind itself is talking to itself while you identify that you are that ad nauseaum conversation that has nothing to do with you. You may be especially noticing this these days. Silence external or internal only makes such noise go away for awhile, then you have to do the cause again to get the effect. Continue looping if you choose, but if you claim your own consciousness directly, that noise falls away from you. You won't miss it. We have a new Pope, Papum, Pontiff, Papa. I drew up his birth chart and pontification chart. He certainly looks like an extension of PJII. After all he has essentially been the Vice Pope for years now. But he quite looks like an astrologic furtherance of PJII. Will this Benedict arnold? If he lives long enough, he may change his stripe. Joseph Ratzinger is no ordinary Joe. (His dad's name is Joseph; mom's name is Mary; he was born on Black Saturday). As defender of the faith, he has been a relentless zinger of the rats in the Church. No liberal or revolutionary stuff for this junkyard dogmaniac. Once again we see the confirmation of conservative fundamentalism. (I wonder where the UK election will go next month.) The old, tired, white, defender of the right, Northern European model carries on. Why exactly does this get bought by a billion plus followers? When you consider that the large majority of the Church is in third world colonial countries, it makes sense. How long will they continue to buy it? It will be interesting to see how it plays out. The oppressed are getting tired, even with those that are deemed their saviors and shepherds. They are going to get flocking mad one of these years and will no longer act sheepishly. PBXVI was, under duress, in the Hitler Youth and the Nazi Germany army. Interesting karma. He was in the belly of the beast and arose from it. Could there be any beast left in his karmic belly? Since the Romans are the namesake of fascism, is the Roman Catholic Church unlike fascism itself. Like Bush's friendly fascism, the Church may carry more than a little demagoguery with a spiritually benign appearance. For instance: the Church's stance that condom use is very sinful while fairly ignoring AIDS as some kind of heathen's doom. Women don't fare too well in a number of respects either. And that uncontrolled birth boom for the unwashed seems to play more into the sacred hands of the Holy Fathers than is it comfort for the impoverished. Much, much more will be revealed. I must say that Pope Benedict XVI looks like a gay man in suppression of his homosexual orientation, but that would be like saying: Is the Pope Catholic? Oops. The powerful oppress what they deny and project. He carries the feminine somewhat Like John Paul II but likewise, that too is suppressed. Men will be men and women aren't; tough. Oh Papa. Let it go. This patriarchal crap is sooooo old. Just let the folks be. How about cutting loose the red and gold and jewel encrusted tape and meet people where they truly live rather than deeming them sinners in need of your saviorship? If only GBII would also cut loose the Heir Forced One and fly from his anointed boy howdy duties. But alas this is the stuff of the end of the Piscean Age. The Good Old Boy Network is going for the gold right in front of what every body knows. Put it under people's knows and they can only smell what the thought police have spooned into their brain pan. The Heaven's will reign holy hell for some years to come. That is not the result of sin. That is the result of the reeking shadow of the righteous. Braise the Lords and pass beyond their admonitions. PBXVI is as bright as they come and apparently is a lovely man in person, but he comes out of a matrix of thought that stinks to heaven and that is the hell that gets propagated. Check out your own matrices of beliefs. More violence and ignorance have occurred under belief systems than just about anything else. Be and drop the beliefs and all their convoluted, constituted branches that seek to root out wrong and beget ashes to asses and dust to crust. Waves and waves of fear are mounting in psyche. Dearth vedas of the dark side of enlightment are using the force, Luke. The wars of the stars come to Earth. If you gotta get saved, you are already lost. It's not permanent. Choose your way out the wet papal bags of whatever thoughts hold you in suffocation of your being. You are freedom, delight and peace. Pursue it outside or inside of your self and suffering never ends while telling you that suffering is good for you for some higher purpose of some promised land of proper persons of pure perfection that perhaps, if you are practically proper, and mind all these P's and cue all the way to heaven's rest. It's pappycrock. Claim your own consciousness and clear your own karma. The rest is getting real Gamey fast. Be, that is not the question nor is it the solution, it is who you are. Playfully,Mark |