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by Mark Krueger

Archive 2005

April 15, 2005

Titter with the Tatters

After weeks of ungroundedness, whilst a whole lotta grinding has been going on, we at last have some planets in Earth signs. On the 15th, Venus enters Taurus at 4:37 pm EDT; on the 19th, the Sun enters Taurus at 7:37 pm EDT. I think you're going to like this combo better. Soooo much goop had been excavated, but there was considerable disassociation from it at the same time. Your stuff was up and goofy but you couldn't quite do anything about it. Now you can get on with it, practically speaking. Go ahead and do whatever you want to do. Stop editing yourself. Do what you want to do. Anything else is the confliction of the mind, especially the higher mind. All the mommy/daddy conditioning of your original family, and of the divine varieties, discouraged your being. Instead you had to be a good girl/boy and a god girl/boy. Then you had to do the opposite. Rulers make the rules; rules make the rulers. Rules make roles; roles make ruts; ruts make rot. Drop your identification in your rules and rulers, roles and rot. You are your being. The rest is the Dream that drives the powerless/powerful Game. Stop feeding the monster and go play. It is stupid, you are not.

Likely you'll be getting your sense of humor back. Taurus is most jocular. Guffaw and chortle your way through the silliness. Ya, cry and gnash teeth too but mostly, even as you sorrow and rage, you will see the Cosmic Joke. The Cosmic Joke is the recognition of how simple and pointless the Game of Creation is. The Game is Fools' Goal, the endless chase after your tail/tale, the 24 carrot goal on a schtick. Listen to any and all meanings, dogmas, rationales, highest goods, crusades, hierarchies, beliefs, ignorances, denials, justifications and controls and you will hear the loopy goopy poopie of the silly sally through the shibboleths of sure shinola. What's the point? It's a circle, a Wheel, the karmic loop. The Path is a rut of a merry go round. Make it real, defend it and so froth and find yourself in endless suffering salivations over sins the mind made up so that you can chase after other splits of the mind. It is boring and meaningless and that is why stimulation, change and meaning hold so much charge and are so righteously sought. Be not wrong and thereby you will not be righteous.

Be. Play. Choose through the Dream. Your inherent freedom does not lead to harm. Your unconsciousness leads to endless suffering in the name of good and God and what's the difference after all. You will never be nor get just good in the Dream; you will never be nor get just God in the Dream. You can try and you can celebrate the trying life, divine and mundane. But why? Elevate, get high, ascend, transcend, disassociate, deny, bury or burrow all you want, but you ain't really going anywhere except in the mind's I. Cling to the All One and be Alone from your self. Be here now in the power of now and be forever identified in the Dream. You just can't get still in the Dream enough to end the noise. The Silence is the noise cancelled, but still existent. Being present is not being. Being is being. Be and let go of the rest. Play with the Dream as it burns away. You can practically realize your own consciousness and laugh all the way through the blankety blank.

The week ahead is geometrically strange and interesting. There has been a couple of weeks of a wonderful wing formation involving trines and quintiles; too tedious to describe in its details, but....... it has encouraged your flights of fancy which aren't actually fancies but are your visions. Go with your flow. Just cuz it ain't happened before for you don't mean that you cain't do it. Go ahead presently. Be aware. Making dreams come true has copious projections and blowback. Making choices is simple, elegant and less susceptible to karmic boomerang. Heavy projections will reflux on you. When you are directly choosing what you want you are enjoying your being whilst the stuff of the Dream comes and goes. When you are making your dreams come true, you will be realizing the Dream; you will endlessly be coming and going, yo-yoed with strings attached. Trying to make yourself happy by doing blah blah blah is fractured, projective suffering. Making choices for what you want in the micro moments of life allows you to play with the Dream much more than being played by the Dream. Fun is a byproduct. You are the delight, no matter what is happening. Thus play on.

Uproariously,
Mark