April 15, 2005
Titter with the Tatters
After weeks of ungroundedness, whilst a whole lotta grinding has been
going on, we at last have some planets in Earth signs. On the 15th,
Venus enters Taurus at 4:37 pm EDT; on the 19th, the Sun enters Taurus
at 7:37 pm EDT. I think you're going to like this combo better. Soooo
much goop had been excavated, but there was considerable disassociation
from it at the same time. Your stuff was up and goofy but you couldn't
quite do anything about it. Now you can get on with it, practically
speaking. Go ahead and do whatever you want to do. Stop editing
yourself. Do what you want to do. Anything else is the confliction of
the mind, especially the higher mind. All the mommy/daddy conditioning
of your original family, and of the divine varieties, discouraged your
being. Instead you had to be a good girl/boy and a god girl/boy. Then
you had to do the opposite. Rulers make the rules; rules make the
rulers. Rules make roles; roles make ruts; ruts make rot. Drop your
identification in your rules and rulers, roles and rot. You are your
being. The rest is the Dream that drives the powerless/powerful Game.
Stop feeding the monster and go play. It is stupid, you are not.
Likely you'll be getting your sense of humor back. Taurus is most
jocular. Guffaw and chortle your way through the silliness. Ya, cry and
gnash teeth too but mostly, even as you sorrow and rage, you will see
the Cosmic Joke. The Cosmic Joke is the recognition of how simple and
pointless the Game of Creation is. The Game is Fools' Goal, the endless
chase after your tail/tale, the 24 carrot goal on a schtick. Listen to
any and all meanings, dogmas, rationales, highest goods, crusades,
hierarchies, beliefs, ignorances, denials, justifications and controls
and you will hear the loopy goopy poopie of the silly sally through the
shibboleths of sure shinola. What's the point? It's a circle, a Wheel,
the karmic loop. The Path is a rut of a merry go round. Make it real,
defend it and so froth and find yourself in endless suffering
salivations over sins the mind made up so that you can chase after
other splits of the mind. It is boring and meaningless and that is why
stimulation, change and meaning hold so much charge and are so
righteously sought. Be not wrong and thereby you will not be righteous.
Be. Play. Choose through the Dream. Your inherent freedom does not lead
to harm. Your unconsciousness leads to endless suffering in the name of
good and God and what's the difference after all. You will never be nor
get just good in the Dream; you will never be nor get just God in the
Dream. You can try and you can celebrate the trying life, divine and
mundane. But why? Elevate, get high, ascend, transcend, disassociate,
deny, bury or burrow all you want, but you ain't really going anywhere
except in the mind's I. Cling to the All One and be Alone from your
self. Be here now in the power of now and be forever identified in the
Dream. You just can't get still in the Dream enough to end the noise.
The Silence is the noise cancelled, but still existent. Being present
is not being. Being is being. Be and let go of the rest. Play with the
Dream as it burns away. You can practically realize your own
consciousness and laugh all the way through the blankety blank.
The week ahead is geometrically strange and interesting. There has been
a couple of weeks of a wonderful wing formation involving trines and
quintiles; too tedious to describe in its details, but....... it has
encouraged your flights of fancy which aren't actually fancies but are
your visions. Go with your flow. Just cuz it ain't happened before for
you don't mean that you cain't do it. Go ahead presently. Be aware.
Making dreams come true has copious projections and blowback. Making
choices is simple, elegant and less susceptible to karmic boomerang.
Heavy projections will reflux on you. When you are directly choosing
what you want you are enjoying your being whilst the stuff of the Dream
comes and goes. When you are making your dreams come true, you will be
realizing the Dream; you will endlessly be coming and going, yo-yoed
with strings attached. Trying to make yourself happy by doing blah blah
blah is fractured, projective suffering. Making choices for what you
want in the micro moments of life allows you to play with the Dream
much more than being played by the Dream. Fun is a byproduct. You are
the delight, no matter what is happening. Thus play on.
Uproariously,
Mark