The rest of the week is real spacy. Be aware. With Mercury retrograde, no Earth signs and Aries's leapiness, there is a field of dreaminess. The Earth is Dearth song of the psyche is sticking like a broken record. Those not-enough feelings are screaming. More is loss in the mind, but it'll never tell you so. Gain begets game; loss leads to lessons that lose you in the shuffle. Just do what you want! It doesn't matter. Let the stories and projections go and just be and choose. The suffering is in the expectation that anything material or spiritual, or the whole existentialada, will deliver you to yourself. Not gonna happen. Read thy blips. You aren't failing. You are becoming aware of the Game, of its failing to deliver you to you. All you get are cheap, fancy trinkets, handfuls of mirage. This gnawing of the bonafide while waiting for the Truth Ferry is getting old for you. Or it's not. But if you hear what I'm saying, you are getting done with the Dream. The spiritual/material solutions offer you deliverance yet leave you holding the bag; empty or full matters not. Dissolution from the Game dissolves your identity in the problem/solution system. Let it come undone. Make choices and play with the Dream or be entombed to the gloom and glory holy roller coaster. It is your choice.