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 by Mark Krueger Archive 2005
Unhook the Thinking TubeDeath is dancing through the Dream. The Pope on the ropes, war, pestilences, euthanasia, youth in Minnesota. It all feels rather contrary to Spring, yet, life is death. All life deaths other life and substances. Death provides the life of others. Trying to protect and defend one end of the apparent polarity of life and death amplifies the other. Trying to control this polarization only spins the Wheel harder. The Wheel gonna spin robustly as this year goes by. Take a deep breath; let a deep exhale. Do it again. You are never going to think your way out of these dilemmas. Be and choose. As the world, personal and collective, goes more out of control this year, naturally, the conditioned response is to control more. Control begat this out of control. Thinking of how to control situations or yourself and others only inevitably controls you. Thoughts think you but you are conditioned to think that you think thoughts. You are not the thoughts or thinking or thinker. Control and out of control are the byproducts of your identification in the mind. Clear your identification in the mind. Claim your own consciousness. Clear your identification in your soul and in your body. Be and see. If you aren't present you can't make choices. If you are unconscious, you will control and be controlled and your life will become more out of control because you are in control. Happy Full Moon to you, which occurs in Libra/Aries on the 25th at 3:58 pm EST. Uranus in Cancer is T-crossing to the opposition of Moon and Sun. This brouhaha over Terri Schiavo may be less about death/life and all about the food. They've unhooked her food. God forbid!!! America by now is a giant food addiction. So many of the miasmic strains of immigrants that come here are based on lack that then swings to the promised landness of America where the streets are paved with Wonder Bread. The hyper prosperity of America is rooted in its immigrants' conditioning of lack in the lives they left behind. In turn, America's prosperity tends to create lack, especially for other species and the environment in general. The so-called protectors of life tend to suffer from a lack of life their selves. Pro lifers tend to have swings towards the not playing cards, no dancing, no touching below the belt syndromes. Of course you can't have Resurrection without death but that is somehow ignored. The Passion keeps getting re-cut and re-cut. It just looks silly to me. And this is the kind of drama that will be amplifying in the years ahead. Pro/Conations. War for Peace. Kill for life. Keep the dead alive.......... Are you tired of it yet? Mercury is retro, so retro. Just go ahead and live your life. Be intentional. Make choices. If goofiness arises, choose again. No big deal. There continues to be a big hangover from the life/death depression stuff of recent weeks and months. Don't let the keister bunny kick your ass. Don't put your eggs in one basket. Don't hide them if you don't want to have some trouble finding them. If you think it's fun to be a seeker, hideaway. There's a fair amount of rage churning in the Dream. Likely you won't feel that it's fair. If you've been fouled by yourself or others, clear that crap. Anger is fine. You are fine. If other's or your own behaviors are not fine, say so. Maybe that will have some anger around it. Okay. It's just emotifarts, not the end of the world. Be clear in your expression about what you want and what you don't want. As the anger peels away, you will more clearly express yourself in real time and therefore will have less opportunity to get angry because you will be having more of what you want. The mind wants you asleep at the Wheel. Dissolve your identification in the mind. By week's end, Sun, Venus and Mercury come together in Aries, real purty like. It's simple, who you are. Realize your own being and your life is relatively simple. It's not about what you do. Identification leads you into more do do. These are deep do do days with great insecurity waving through the psyche. Don't worry that you are worried. Clear your identification in the worrying. Choosing is simple. Doing involves seeking after outcomes and out pictures. This is suffering. Letting go and letting God does the same thing only you get transcendent states of denial for your efforts. That shinola doesn't last long anymore. Be and choose. I'll say it many a time in many a way over and over again. Give up the search. Just undo it,Mark |