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 by Mark Krueger Archive 2005
Fear and GoadingThis is a Grand Cross Week. You may be feeling weak, cross and not exactly grand. Let go of the thoughts and feelings that pretend to be you. You are fine and the week ahead is wonderful for your own direct manifestation of what you want. The Grand Cross consists of Saturn retrograde in Cancer opposed to Mars in Capricorn all squared to Jupiter retrograde in Libra opposed to Mercury ( and a wee bit o' the Moon) in Aries. The stuff that's cooking off ain't purty but it sure is beautiful if you let go go go. Life and death still scream front and center. This is a huge cranker for folks. Any large or small dilemma will feel like this most primal issue embedded in it. Guess what wants to live and what tells you you're gonna die? La Mind. In the background, you'll find Piscean dregs of the end of the world, the end of the zodiacal year, cabin fever, screaming me-me's and a'sordid cluster shucks. Put the weasel out to pasteurization! To ice the caked mess are fear and goading. Fear that you can't get what you want and the annoying goading of the mind insisting that you must do it now...... whatever the hell the it is. The multiplex is showing Shriek I and II. Thinking is not going to get you through this week or any other for that matter. We are getting an appetizer to what occurs for the fall and winter later this year when we will have a Grand Cross in the Fixed signs for nearly six months. Please understand why I keep pounding on you, that is... on the unconscious load that you think is you. I find that claiming your own consciousness and clearing your own karma dissolves your identification in the machinery of suffering. That suffering is ramping up to warping speed. Forget about Earth changes and all that stuff. The psyche is much more painful in its contortions and tsunamis. I keep exhorting you to have a session with me so that I can assist you in letting go of the baggage that will drag you down to a certain kind of metaphoric crush depth. I don't woof on you to stir up biz. The Apparent End Times is great for folks in this industry, if you will, but my work with you is dedicated to remembering to you to realize your own being so that you aren't doing the Game that does you. There is a kind of Circling the Drain feeling about the collective unconscious now. No wonder that you would be feeling drained. Get off the Circle. Let the damn thing be broken, for you. It is an unmerry go round and you are remarkably aware of this. Denial of what is apparent, in the name of spiritual transcendence, is sucking and perhaps suckering you into the ancient trap of UP and ABOVE. Down Below is the instant karma of our revelatory era. Hell is as real as you make Heaven. Unwind all of it. Give up being here now; give up the power of now; give up the do-goodism and all the righteous polarizing gobbling goop. Be. Fuck here and now. If you realize your own consciousness you will be present without enchanting the here and now that nightmares/dreams in ancient creaking turns. You won't be grailroaded into seeking what you all ready are and.........and....... by the way........ you are not the all one movie that covers the alone angst of Creation. Be done chasing the Dream, high or low or in toto. Be....... and ye will enjoy yourself as the Dream burns off of you. It'll actually make you more useful to the folks around you; no strings attached. You are fine,Mark |