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 by Mark Krueger Archive 2005
Swimming with the Fishes"Swims with the fishes" is supposedly a Cosa Nostra reference to wearing concrete shoes at the bottom of Long Island Sound. Welcome to Pisces! On the 18th at 8:32 am EST the Sun enters our last and glorious wateriest Water Sign. In embodiment the soul concretizes into this deep and strange Dream of Life. When Pisces is lit up, all of the projections, expectations and disappointments of incarnation inflame. This week all of it and then some is illuminated in spades, shovels and backhoes. Can you dig it? No need to; the stuff surfaces on its own. Relax and let it fall away. This is your opportunity to dissolve the karmic crud of eons. If you identify into the higher self and all the other spiritualesque projections, you'll shed on one side of the coin and pile up on the other. You've been goin' fission; fusion seems like it oughta work real good. But you just keep on humptying with the dumptying; sittin' on the wall, fallin' off the wall; all the King's blah blah blah. Nothing wrong with that, but it will never clear suffering for you (or them for that matter). Pisces is the collection of all experience. It is everything. On the way to the beginning, the rebirth, in Aries, it must become nothing. Pisces is everything and nothing. It is the most inscrutable Sign, amorphous and all embracing. You won't get a handle on it or nail it down. 'Tis the slippery slopes of slippery slopes. Guess how you may feel in the next week or three? Pisces is the poster child of depression. All signs bear the same depression in that they maintain the fractured search for one's self or Self or the ONE, but Pisces goes fishing inexorably and therein lies the glub glub glub. Sink or swim but you are still sunk. The Dream, all of Creation, is a depression of one's consciousness for the Game of it. Creation is not you. You are actually not in it. You are playing in it. If you don't find it particularly entertaining anymore, claim your own consciousness and clear your own karma. I can help you with that. Pisces has shitty boundaries: The Psychic Psieve. In the effort of All One, down goes the thing called boundary and then comes the boundless informations, energies, feelings and all. Pisces reaches out and touches and so is a wholesale clearing house for every damn thing in Creation. It is beyond doormatism; it acts as the hostess with the mostess. Every kind of entity, so-called good and bad traffic through this amazing Sign. Compassion and cruelty hang together in a crazy making mix. Can you see the cruelty inside of compassion in that compassion feeds off of the suffering of others? Compassion unconsciously is invested in others suffering and maintains it thereby. Pisces knows more than a thing or two about all of this but it does tend to get buried in it all at the same time. Of course it is a no-no to poke the sacred cow that milks the mind, the higher mind, The Purpose. Holy mackerel. Folks are waking up to the fact that the spiritual agenda and the material agenda aren't working for them and that they are working for them. Cut that shit loose! The God goodies are your soul salvation, your life preserver. What you don't see is that as you cling to it, it is attached to the bulkhead of the Titanic and the ship is going down as you get saved. You got plenty of company so it seems okay............ Mr. Jim Jones, Mr. Jim Jones, Mr. Jim Jones.................... you got a thing goin' on. I'm being blunt with you. The greatest unconsciousness is in the spiritual projections around Consciousness and such. The mind always splits off ever higher mindstuff for you to go inhabit. You can break your inhabit by claiming your consciousness and clearing your karma directly. Consciousness is the higher mind. Your own consciousness, which is how you could be aware of Consciousness if there was such a thing, is who you are. The rest is a movie, the Game. Go for it if you choose, but you can choose to drop the Game for you. The rest of them in your movie...... well, that's their business, but oh, and I mean Ohhhhhhh, does the mind love to go adiddlin' in others' bidness. You can't. You can try. That's why life is so trying. You endlessly fail in the trial and error of it all but it is not your error. You are seeing through the Game. There is no solution. There is dissolution of your identification in the Game if you choose. Choose or be Tsunamied over and over again in the years ahead. I know I'm on my scopebox this morning. I'm adamant. I hate to see you suffer. That's why I do what I do. I can't do shit about your suffering. But you can. I'd like it if there were less folks in the world who were suffering so egregiously. That'd be nice for me. Unmisery loves company. May you get done with the Dream for you. It's a hell of a week and I mean that. There's a strong T-cross of Saturn in Cancer opposed to Mars in Capricorn with Jupiter in Libra at their mid point. All of the fear around life and death is up and frying. That primal polarity laces through absolutely everything in the Dream. Existence:Non-Existence that is the questing. One begets the other. They have nothing to do with who you are. You do not exist and you do not not exist. You are. You be. Existence is what Creation does. The mind plays the non-existence card on your ass whenever you get close to the edge of the Dream. Claim your own consciousness and the mind, spiritual to material, dies. But it will always all ways tell you that you will die. It's a lying parasite and you don't need it one iota. Dump the barnacle. On the 23rd we have a Full Moon at 11:54 pm EST in Virgo-Pisces. This brings up all of the victim/tyrant, victim/savior goop. Again, this is the stuff that underpins the drama. So it is national victim week. Tyrants become victims and victims become tyrants. If you are hanging on to any of those stories, you will be spinning green facedly while projectile vomiting with the bed galloping. I exaggerate a tad. But this is a gnarly one. The good news is that it will be such a cartoon for you that you can see through it. If you see through it, make a choice for you. Drop the Game. Not just the material, incarnate Game, but the spiritual Game as well. The one side begets the other in the endless dance but the mind will tell you that you can ascend to the promised land. It's a parking lot and back you'll come some daze later. Ride 'em cowboy if you like the drama. If you are done, be done. Be. Mark |