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 by Mark Krueger Archive 2005
Love Notion Number 999999999999999999How's your love life? Have you tried Love Notion Number 999999999999999999? I thought so. Well..... how about one more? 2222222222 more? When is enough? When is too much? Love, personal and godly, is all projection and doomed to fail while stringing you out in heartfelt, tender effort. Wanna give it up? Bold are ye? Just be. All anyone wants is to be and to be with the ones you love who are being their selves. All the rest is grand and glorious crap fragrantized for wholesale consumption. Rather than opening your heart of hearts and having a semi drive through it, consider letting the heart fall to dust. Tell god and all that you are not buying anymore. You've shut down your stored front. You are going it, not alone, not All One, but just as you are......... a sweet little honeyed BE. Then you shall flower. We're shifting from Aquarius to Pisces over the next two weeks. This Aquarius time has been quite spacy and shocky. Accidents and oddities have been abundant. Now ya may be getting cabin fever, depression to seal the deal. It's not you. Tis the physical mind making noise. We no longer hibernate but the body misses it. The lag hits this time of year after months of low light levels. Pamper yourself. Get some form of sun if you can, if you like. This is a fine time to be imagining your future. Just don't believe it. Play with it instead. The clearer your intentions, the more your intentions will manifest clearly. A deep hangover of grief still pervades in the collective psyche. This is a result of the tsunami but more deeply is a foreboding of what is coming down the pike. You'all are very psychic and prescient. You are the bellwethers in many ways. The stuff that has been coming up in your lives foretells the future. Don't dwell on it but do notice that what is personal for you is so very often collective. You can clear that if you don't like it. Likely this gift does not finally give you what you want. It is residue of many spiritualesque lifetimes. The mind is always fixing what ain't broken. Its broken record is redundantly flawless. You feel flawed while it breaks you apart. Isn't it insane that we even give it the time of day given how abusive it is? The little bugger is a hell of a game. Tired of playing to its tune? You may not be able to find your ass these days. Scattered be the forces extant. Scrambled brambles, pointless rambles, numbing ambles. Wherever you go, not there you are. Here or thither, now or never, yon or hither....... confusion reigns. Give up your reigning daze. Come home to yourself. Be gone the Dream of future perfect and past imperfect. Give up being here now. Give up the power of now, the powerlessness of then, the peace of the middle way. Trinkets and distractions are they all. Be. Take courage and give it to the fear. Let it all go. Be. There is no where to go, no thing to become, no wholeness/holiness to embrace. Drop the prop and be be be. The 11th into part of the 13th has a very general Grand Cross in the Cardinal signs. More grinding of the boxes of the mind. Give up escaping and getting free. Give up the new and improved same old same old. Get clear what you want in the qualities of your life. Junk the junk of detailing in your goals. It's all fluff anyway. Choose and play your way to what you cannot see. If you know where you are going in great detail, you already have fostered more karmic koziness. Not knowing is uncomfortable to the mind. It loses control. You can feel out of control. Good! You are becoming out of control of the mind. Intend what you want in your life. Don't believe in that shit. Intend simply because you want it and leave it at that. Be consistent and persistent. Old crusties will fall away. More shall be revealed. You may even be tickled by it all...... suffering without its gross and grumpy edges. Can you see that all you could ever enjoy is yourself, your being? All the rest is dream stuff that is consumed and shat and consumed again. Recognizing this is depressing but not depressing to you. It is depressing to the mind because you will less and less feed the little weasel. It really is simple til you think about it. You can't stop thinking. You can claim your own consciousness and clear your identification in the machinery of the mind, the Dream, Creation. You will not miss it. You will enjoy yourself and then those around you will enjoy you and their selves. That's lovely. That's like you to be, to be so clearly.
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