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by Mark Krueger

Archive 2005

January 28, 2005

Fear Knot, You Are Unwinding

This is an interesting little week. We start with Mars and Pluto conjuncting on the 28th at 12:44 pm EST. It's been just shy of two years since they last joined. This flames up everything Scorpio. The Moon will move through that sign on the 1st and 2nd as Mars is at the Galactic Center. There is so much other-dimensional leakage into our world these days. You can especially notice it this week. Basically Earth is fucked with a lot. Think of all the good guys upstairs that tinker here. Also notice that they have shadows which are their correspondent bad guys that naturally are just the good guys' unconscious projections. Aren't you tired of all the struggle over this blue marble of a planet? Tell 'em to get lost, all of them; I mean the good guys too. You won't miss them. They'll miss you and tell you that you miss them. Repeat: tell them to get lost. They create suffering by their meddling. We're fine.

Boogie man stuff is up. I see more scary movies are coming out, right on time. Fear is probably the most popular emotion if you add it all up. Love runs a near second but takes a back seat to the deep juice of dear fear. See fear for what it's worth. There is less there than all the emotional noise suggests. See that there really wasn't a nasty under your bed when you were little. So it also goes with the psyche.

Fear begets love begets fear begets love. You are your own consciousness. Come out of the loops. Being present is hoped for in love, but love doesn't ever quite deliver. Be. Be with the one's you love. Love is in many ways a simple by product of being. Then we think about........ Suffering and struggle arises in the effort to get and be gotten. Be and the loneliness will dissolve along with the cling thing.

Mercury and Venus enter Aquarius on the 30th and 2nd. Aquarius will be the dominant vibe. For a few days we'll have no planets in Earth signs. Beware of spacy disassociation. Accidents can happen, so pay a bit more attention. You likely will enjoy a deepening of community, of like valued sharing in your life. The world is heading toward centering around affiliation at all levels, rather than the turfland security of family, tribe, company, nation and such. This is why the cretinesque trailing edge of fundamentalism screams violently to keep everybody in boxes of family values or religious paranoia and parochialism. It's all breaking down and dissolving. Big noise is emitted when this happens.

We all tend to long for deep association but it can be quite difficult in modern life. The Net with its eBay trinket collectors or bloggers or interest groups of myriad variety in cyberland represent new strategies to join with others. The connection of blood is waning as a main source of identification. It'll always be there but our modern world is extremely fluid and virtual. With all of that comes the ridiculous half-life of ephemerality. Easy come, easy know, easy go, easy flow.

The psyche, personal and collective, longs for the good old days when things were slow and solid. Good luck! As we pass through Aquarius vibe time, this is very noticeable. Neptune moves through the power point of mid Aquarius on the 1st. It had passed through there back in April and June of 2004. This is esoterically potent and takes time to sink in. This week it sinks in. The Aquarian Age is here to stay for 2000 plus years and the Piscean Age agenda is falling away precipitously. That is not always a pretty sight. More will be revealed, sometimes wrenchingly.

Aquarius can be very metallic, cold and calculated. Notice how our techno existence is turgid with such dense but high vibrational shimmer. This is the Saturnian aspect of Aquarius and is transitional from patriarchal control patterns. The Uranian qualities of Aquarius are much more naturally sovereign and free. Bush is speaking to the Aquarian agenda. The problem is that the boy hasn't dealt with his deep, dark shadow and is acting out big time. Bombs away!

Freedom is inherent and does not need to be fought for. In this world it will continue to be fought for, but who says it's free here anyway? The Game is not free. There is free will to chase your projections in a very limited field. The freedom, delight and peace of your being does not beget heavy limitation. Every struggle to get free maintains identification in being trapped. Bush offers freedom to the Iraqis in a different way but they hardly look like free living fellows. Bush works for the unfettering of corporate powers so that they freely pillage and plunder. All the array of new and improved........... whatever with the new bells and whistles of dizzying choice about stuff we'll never use or comprehend has become a modern disease. I like things to work but I don't want to have to work all the time in service to my tools of convenience. The world still can't get the blinking VCR of the mind to turn off.

Strong movements back to Eden will continue. Heaven help anything that is deemed Eden. Idealism kills more than we like to recognize. All the love and care and intelligence of Aquarius, and that is a whole lot, pours forth but can't still the waters of discontent. Gluing humpty dumpty pieces together again does not make peace. Being is peace, even in the midst of turmoil. You can't learn it or make more of it. Peace is what you are. Be with what is as it is while realizing that it is not you, that you are not in it and that it will never fulfill you in any real way materially or spiritually. Then there'll be peace and play, for you..... and maybe a bit more for the world.

Jupiter goes retrograde on the first at 9:26 pm EST. It goes direct June 5th. Fear is rising in the markets. It can push them up or down. I expect lots of volatility, lots of uncertainty, homeland insecurity. Bush is making Social Security into social insecurity so he can secure financial securities for those powers that are already holding their rich bags. Be clear in your intentions so that you can see your way through the chop socky daze ahead.

There are pressures to pull out of relationships of all kinds. It's just the mind making noise. You are fine. They are fine. Be. Be choiceful. Be expressful. No need to run to or fro. Let fall away the projections. I offer a seminar on Karma and Relationship that I highly recommend. It helps cut through the crap so that you can be and choose freely. Give me a holler if you'd like me to present in your area. You can cut through suffering for you and thereby encourage others. You cannot cut through suffering for anyone else. You can help, support, love and all of what we do, but you cannot finally take away suffering for anyone and therefore you can't take away yours by trying to take away theirs. Rest into your own being and you will be present, which will be delightful for you, and you will be much more useful to others by your own choice without hooks attached. It's simpler than you'll ever think.

Best to you and yours,
Mark