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 by Mark Krueger Archive 2005
Make Choices Not JudgmentsThis is a most cranky weekend. The Moon moves through Aries thereby forming a weekend Grand Cross with Sun/Saturn opposition squared to the Moon opposed to Jupiter in the Cardinal Signs. It's a mind grinder. Get on with things! Don't think about it. You can bring things in to form now. Be intentional and choiceful. You will be burning all manner of fears, judgments and insecurities. The mind wants you to shut down and shut up. Fuck the mind. Burn the bastard. Are you tired of that weasel yet? The crank in this weekend's crankiness revolves around relationship/family layers. There's good dollops of work/money/security kinda of goop in there too. Let it peel, as always. It's the smelly stuff on the bottom of your soul. Let it go. Let your soul go too. It's smelly too; maybe frankincense and myrrh, but it stinks. It's not you. It is an unconscious projection of your own being. Get on with your life while realizing it's a Dream at every level. Play with it all and it will less play you. You don't have to do anything. Make choices. There is a vast difference in what seems to be semantics about all of this. Aren't you doing something when you make a choice? Yes, eventually you are doing something. But doing is loaded with projection. The Dream is endless Much Ado About Nothing leading to The Tempest of drama while you feel like Richard III, thrice dicked. Choose first. Be intentional in your life, while realizing that it is all projections. Doing is the state of believing that what you do will make a difference on the way to getting yourself, getting yourself fulfilled, getting yourself enlightened, etc. Give up realizing the mind, the stuff, the body and spirit and all. Realize your own consciousness. You are the fun. The rest suggests you in the in-trancing hypno-optimist of it all that you are going to get pleased, whole and holy in it all. Has it worked yet? Do you actually believe that the upstairs beings have graduated, that God is Good and Great? And therefore, you are not? That the angels and saints and such are in the happy hunting grounds? And you are in the unhappy haunting grind? It is all a dream. New agisms and cosmologies glibly speak to this world being an illusion while the fantasies above their crown chakras are supposedly real and eternal. How surreal can you get? Well........ the worlds, here, below and above are beginning to generously reveal the silliness of the whole presto chango cycle. Belief in any ascent to anywhere as some most excellent Holywould will leave you holding a large bag of shadow. Meanwhile, and I do mean mean, your righteous hand acts to correct what your left has done, badly. Go unfigure. An aside: Now and again I am corresponded to concerning my use of naughty words and general blaspheming. Words is words. Take them or leave them. If you take them seriously, you have been taken by beliefs made real. Make beliefs real in the years ahead and you will reel in the ever surreal. The Bardos have come to Earth and you can't bridge it. How seductive it will be. How old it will feel. How drowned and out will be your being. If you find what I say offensive, so be it. My work is to bring whatever is unconscious in2light, to consciousness. My writing and speaking and consulting are intended to pop the bubbles of karmic patterns that you are suffering in. But finding what I say as offensive is a defensive reaction. Project blame on to me or anything and you've slipped deeper into the belief box, that cozy coffin of the mind. I love hearing what folks have to say and I do not object to anyone's opinions and views. Expressing what we feel, see, think and so forth is natural and well. I respond how I feel, see, think and such. But buying into defensive reactionary beliefs in the name of being offended is just plain unconscious projection. Say what you see, but don't believe it. All that I write and speak to you, I do not believe. I calls 'em as I sees 'em. I'm glad you do too. Beliefs, those complex projections of the mind, are the blasphemy. Speak out, but forever unhold your pieces. Peace be what you are, as well as freedom and delight. The mind is judgment boxes ad nauseaum, all the noose that's fit to imprint.... Tighter is supposedly security and surety. Ya, right......... while ignoring what's left. Be aware of the unconscious and projections. These are the last days of the Sun being in Capricorn. It goes into Aquarius on the 19th at 6:22 pm EST. More on that dear Sign next week. Mercury and Venus are cruising in Capricorn so the theme of judgment and control goes on. Notice how Mr. Ridged is leaving Homeland Security perchance to be replaced by Mr. Jerkoff. Right makes might. It's the shower of power hour, praise the lords. Fascism deepens in the US. Bush has created social insecurity out of Social Security by his grotesque fiscal decisions. Now he is selling a great plan that will supposedly secure future financial benefits for our young citizens. The only thing this reform is about is the most obvious effort to mandate driving trillions of citizen's dollars into the securities markets to prop up the shaky state of the paper hanging corporate titans' stock markets. This could be the rudest assault yet. Watch the public get flimsy shares of the stocks that will dry up and blow away first in the Crunch, while the fat cats retain the preferred stocks that get the skim off the top when things go sour. First Social Security money will be laundered into their pockets and then they'll cash out by stripping the employees' pension fund after downsizing their paychecks for years. Greatest country in the world, right? It's just a country. So what? Be aware of the robber barons material and spiritual. I watched the Frontline show about Osama bin Laden. Curious karmic parallels. His father was a fabulous rags to riches story as he created immense wealth through his construction business. He refurbished all the holiest mosques in Islam in Saudi Arabia. Osama's father died in a helicopter crash when Osama was ten. Now his son, Osama, wants to tear down the Saudi princes all around the sacred sites; he wants to jettison the infidels from his father's handiwork, his natal father and his god the father. George W. Bush is likewise wanting to tear down the moderates and liberals of his father's coalition. The infidels will be banished. His father in many guises, in various semi direct to indirect ways, funneled money and power and encouragement to Osama, his al Qaeda and the Taliban. Now W goes to tear them down. He quotedly spoke of doing his Father's work beyond his father's work. Have we got some ridiculously dense, crazy-making projections in the collective as the Piscean Age makes its last gasps, or what? Don't stay tuned. Be present. Something is going to happen in the financial markets this week that is a foreshadowing of what is to come. I expect some extreme smoke blowing and shining of the mirrors. There is deep covering up. I don't know that we will see it per se. It may be felt and only seen in some retrospect. The greed of the West, of Capitalism, of so-called free markets is hitting impenetrable snags. The old ways are faltering. Not even finally that they are wrong but that they are dissolving. The new Aquarian forms are still nascent and it all feels perilous. You are fine. Don't buy the fear. Don't buy the sizzle. Let buy gones be bygone. Be financially liquid. Be emotionally and ideationally liquid if you will. Be present. There's no other way around it that wouldn't be a shift load of dramatic suffering. As to the relationship stuff..... This is a perennial hot bed of denial and drama. It's coming to light big time this week. Don't be still. Express. Don't be permanently mad. Listen, to them and you. Soooooooooooooo much can clear now. Claim your own consciousness and clear your own karma. The projections of intimate relationship are amongst the thickest and most persistent of them all. They are not set in stone nor are you. Ya, maybe you've been a stoner high on the love thang. Haven't we all? What goes up does come down. Don't put it back off. Let it burn off. Be with the one you are with as the stories of love with the one you are with go their merry way. Love keeps you apart in projections. Enjoy being together. It is fun. If your week has loveitis, gargle; take two assburns and let 'em go, get plenty of unrest and see that that's some old shit that can be cleared. Hire me for a session about your relationship with or without your significant other. Come to my seminar on Karma and Relationship. This mating stuff is not hopeless but it is if you are being hopeful over the top of your being. Be. Be with the ones you love. Be with them as they are being with you. It'll be lovely in due time. Easy undoes it.
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