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Archive 2004
Humanity OverboardWelcome to the new year. I'm going to share my vision of 2005. But first, the week ahead..... Mercury, Venus and Pluto are clustering. Transformation beckons. Faith and fate call you to their rock. You can stand on the Rock, be dashed upon the rocks or perhaps drink something on the rocks....... These will seem your only choices. Don't believe it. The week ahead will test you without your surface knowledge. There is nothing to learn, nothing to miss. But...... the mind wants your full attention. It wants your full intention. Do not grapple, grovel or gratefulize. Be present. Be clear in your intentions. Let go of false idylls. You will play your way out of your karmic entanglements, if you choose. I want you to see something very important. If you see, you can transform. If you do not see or choose not to see, you will be slammed by the mass hysteria that is about to accelerate in the collective psyche. The real and surreal are going to transect like never before in the year ahead. I forewarn but only to encourage your fore-aware-ing. For some years I have been speaking about 2005 as the year of exploding karmic drama. We are watching the last dregs of the Piscean Age as they grind it all out, down and out. The Piscine Age of the last 2000 or so years of time has been the Christ/Caesar age. The archetypal themes have been the Tyrant/Victim as well as the Savior/Victim. These story lines underpin the mind, the Dream, Creation and karma itself. It is the stuff of the material and the spiritual worlds, of the Gods and demons and the Goddess herself. The drama and karma circulate in the higher and lower dimensions, inside and outside. There is a lot of pretend and pretense in all realms that are purported to free you from suffering. Alas, you just get change, the exchange from one dimensional state to another. It works in the short term; it keeps you embedded in the machine of suffering in the long term. Being a savior, having a savior and such, are supposed to remedy the problem. In the Dream, you can take it or give it with violence, or you can take it or give it with love. Do you think that any of it has actually worked? Do you see that it has worked you over and over and over again? Do you realize that any savioring only saves more karma, that the loop goes on and on and the teachings get loopier and loopier? Fate giveth, fate taketh away. The Wave of Grief and Destruction, the Indian Ocean Tsunami, sloshed almighty in the Earth's great spiritual basin this last week. Humanity overboard!!! This event foretells what I have been speaking about for year 2005 and the next 20 years to come. September 11th just got dwarfed, with all due respect. Still Rwanda, the AIDS epidemic, virulent economic violence, the holocaust of the plant and animal species and all of the many insidious and obvious oppressions continue to be essentially ignored by the powers that be. What will it take for Caesar and Christ to drop their games so that humanity can be present with what is as it is instead of being lead and mislead toward some golden arches of heavenly or hokey promise? Terrorism is Allah the rage these days. The infidels earned it to a degree. But how easily we forget what our fore bearers have done unto others! And how easily we forget what was done unto us, in the sense of actually being present with the terribly repetitive thoughts, feelings and excresences of the body. Reaction and action..... what is the difference? Suffering is a state of denial that keeps you from being your self and from making new choices that would be the manifestation of your simple and delightful being. Faith in gold or god or both will not set you free. You are not a soul proprietor! Give up the crazy dance on the Wheel, the transcendence to some higher hooha. Claim your own consciousness and clear your own identification in the Game of it all. Being present will see you through what lies ahead. Doing something about all or any of it in the belief that change and ascendancy is going to fix this shit will bury you alive, bury you dead and bury you transcended. Be present, make choices, express what you want and don't want. Share and let others share with you. It's simple. The world has a bad (and good) complex. It's all now coming to a boil......... a chancre, a grand pustule near you. Don't buy it, believe it or deny it. See it for what it is, which is..... what it was, that is to say: karma is just what happened over and over again in the past and endlessly wants to become your future. Don't get fancy and be here now in the power of now so that the I am of That enmeshes you in the grand dosey doe for the ministry of silly walks. Jettison all the faith, beliefs and projection objects. Be. Choose. You will play your way out of the dramas. The reward will be the eternal delight of your own being. You will be present with the Movie as it melts for you and thereby you will be actually much more helpful to those dear to you. Unlove from the Dream and you will be present with those that you love. Now for our amusement I will speak of the year ahead. It is always a bit of a foolish endeavor. I've predicted the Pope's death several times and yet that energizer bunny keeps on ticking. Mostly I'm going to write to you about the weather in the psyche for the year ahead. Take it with some grains of salt........ (lime and tequila optional). Six years ago I saw that 2005 would begin a massive crescendoing wave of drama/karma. I saw that there would be twenty years of remarkable unwinding of the pit and pendulum of the mind. It ain't a pretty sight at the surface. The beauty is your being and being with this grinding unwinding will be oh so much more simple if you LET GO, all of it. Let Go. I have examined the charts of the next 400 days. It is amazing what I see, how much more intense it looks than I had remembered. The hangover of Tsunami and Iraq, et al, will fill January into mid February. Then the drama wave rises. Can you see that Tsunami was a vision of what is to come, just as 9/11 was a vision? Do you remember how dense the energy was in 1999, pre Millennium? 2005 will be amped up many fold from that. In essence, that year 1999 of the Grand Cross and what it all implied, is now coming through in a very dense wave of dissolution. All the powers of man and all the powers of spirit are going to be seen for what they are. What they are are projections of the mind split around power and powerlessness. You try to gain what you think you have lost and then your gain loses what you thought you had. The wonderful Scots artist Andy Goldsworthy spoke in the documentary film about his work entitled: Rivers and Tides. (I encourage you to see this DVD). "The very thing that brings the work to life, is the thing that will cause its death." So simply well spoken. The Dream of Creation conditions you to identify in the process that if you can effect change, i.e., power, that you can thereby win the Game. However, you just win more Game and create more dreams that suggest the trance of belief is the answer. All of the surreal underbelly of making the Dream real is now coming to the surface. Oh shit, lots of it. The shadow is the stuff put into the unconscious in the name of bad. So now in these next years, including the year at hand, all of the so-called bad is coming to light. Good has been the problem. God is the code word and projection around the Good. God's so-called goodness begets badness so that the goodness of God has something to do. This much ado about nothing interpenetrates everything and compels you to get or be something. Once that gets rolling, you are no longer being. You do and do in the making of endless dudu that then some dogma commands you to turn into gold. This alchemy is blind to the fact that inherently on the other end of things, vast amounts of gold are being turned into lead. This leaden feeling about the golden opportunities of the Dream now arises for your conscious perusal. Heavy man heavy. This is how this coming year and decades are going to feel. Don't believe the damn feelings! Likewise don't believe the thoughts and the body bellering and all. That's the stuff of the burn off. You are watching your past, and the collective's past, peel. The mind always offers that it is an unappealing endeavor so that you stay unpeeling and continue to get wrapped up in the stupid suffering loops. Let the crap fall away. In March there's a potent Grand Cross in Cardinal signs round about the Spring Equinox. It is a great year to be intentional about what you want to manifest for you. Be simply clear. No big whoop. This is a most magical year but the mind soooooo wants to slam you into your karmic crud. Be. Aware. The collective will be barreling along full of monkeys on their backs. This will lead to a very overheated economy come April. The gas is going to be coming out of the bubble around property and such. Don't hang on to your hat. Be financially liquid before the shift comes down. Extreme dissonance erupts by June with the terrorista du jour. Just when you thought you'd seen it all......... Bingo bango! What a riot! July is magnificent, if you aren't already buried by the bullshit. I'm telling you right now: you can so elegantly manifest what you want this year. Drop the selfish/selfless nonsense. Be self full. It is neither materially nor spiritually greedy. It's your nature to be simply delightfully, even amidst the suffering of the Dream. By the time we get into later summer, things are going to feel and seem EXTREMELY complex. The mind is going to try full bore to wrap you up in Gordian Knots of hopelessly hopeful hallelujah hullabaloo. All this heartbreak/sacrifice goop will be prevalent. Every time you get full in the Heart, then it breaks. Then ya gotta fill it up again, make it bigger, make it sacred. Oy! Get it!?! Let it go. September 11, 2005 is when it really begins to crunch. There are ultra intense, ongoing Grand Crosses until February 2006. No relief. For weeks and months, planets will be in the power points of the Fixed signs of the Zodiac. Burn baby burn. You've never seen anything like this. I am not saying this to you for the fear of it. The fear already exists in vast reservoirs in your psyche, in your karma. With it resides its dear polar opposite: love. Neither one is going to do what you think they do. Topsyturvydom, and then some, will be coming down. You cannot ultimately love your way out of this Dilemma. You can be present and all the stories will fall away. Being present is so much finer than the love loops. Love is okay. It comes with the territory. Just don't believe it. It'll kick your ass in the years ahead. Be present with those you love and they'll love being present with you. There ain't much suffering and karma in that. See? Economic turmoil is going to become dominant. The powerful fight with the have-nots. Economic war is the war of the future and the future is now. Wars have always been about the money (oil, turf, blah blob blog), but now it will be so very apparent. The emperors will wear no clothes and their grotesque undergarments will reek of the havoc that they have been prosecuting for too long. The economic dream is now over. Great fermentation explosions burst on the scene in wave after Piscean wave. There is a new and much more equitable economy coming in twenty plus years, but the old is being overturned. Don't worry. It's not as bad as you think. The pain is largely the result of coming to awareness of what has already taken place. Half of the species of plants and animals are already heading down the chute and we're going to feel it. The arrogance of modern life and the de facto religion of our time: Science - Technology - Corporate Commercialism - Fascist Government will be getting its comeuppance. We are all complicit in it, one way or another. But it is not who you are. You are not in it as you believe. It can be unwound and the madness can dissolve for you and perhaps for a good size chunk of the collective. Never the less, dissolution is going on manifestly. If you believe in the Dream at any level material or spiritual, you are going to watch that movie burn blazingly. Hang on and you will be burnt. Let us toast this new year. You and we don't have to be toast. Let what has never been you, burn away. Let all of the projections of hope, promise, belief and the mind itself dissolve effortlessly. Struggle is optional. You are fine and will be fine if you claim your own consciousness directly. The rest is drama under the bridge. An almighty lot of drama falls in 2005 and the years ahead. Let it fall away.
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