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Archive 2004
Don't Stop, DropIf you've been struggling, it's going to get better. Ya been through another rough patch. Let it go now. Lump it, dump it and get over the hump of it. You be fine. Remember it is all suffering. The best day of your best lifetime is suffering. By suffering I mean this: endlessly looking for yourself inside, outside, this dimension, that dimension, in the big God container of it all, wherever......... You are you. Give up the search and the suffering will fall away. Keep on being a seeker on some path that can only be circular and find yourself in a whirled of hurt and happenstantial happiness. Get done with the Game. Get done with the mind. Get done with the Dream. The amperage of drama is up, up and anchors aweigh. You can't hang on to your seat cuz it done fell right off. You are beyond skywalking and razor's edge dancing. The Dream is unraveling raggedly, that is the Piscean Age version is playing out its last gasps, death rattling in the surreal lane. This bodes for abject craziness at every turn of the Wheel. Please notice that you are still fine even as the goofy gala of goop hits the fantastic. You are and you are fine. But the mind is screaming at you in every dimensional level, in every hook and strategy. Claim your own consciousness and clear your own karma. Hey, here's this week's deal. Venus just left Scorpio. That takes some of the psychic pressure off. There is still a lot of nasty frictional fractured factionalness that is leaking around the control patterns in folks and institutions. Terrorgasms are amounting to something. The economics of society and people's individual economics are shaky despite appearances. Resentment and blobs of blame are surfacing in messy ways. Flush that crap. Don't bury; don't play with it; don't process it. Clear your identification in these ancient swirls of drama. Talk with people. Reach out and be reached. There is much magic in the air. This is a fine time despite the old, nasty, crusty feelings that are shedding. Mercury is direct on the 19th at 10:29 pm PST. Happy Monday and congratulations on sliding through another retrograde cycle with grace and aplomb. It is Winter Solstice on the 21st at 4:42 am PST. Hail Capricorn. Welcome. Let this dear sign shine for you this year. It is the most misunderstood and dissed sign along with its sister Scorpio. Capricorn is the most sensitive sign. Therefore it is the most defended sign. Don't believe the defense. It's there but it isn't who the person is. Go gentle into that dark knight...... Notice judgment arise up in your psyche. Don't stifle it, damn it or forgive it. Just let it be. Everybody's got opinions and preferences. See that the old patterns of hypersensitivity, that are uncleared from one's childhood, set up the receptor sites for feeling judged. If you feel judged, take a look. If you feel controlled, take a look. And if you are judging and controlling, take a look. Remember there's the famous negative versions of this stuff that everybody gets hot and bothered about. See the positive end of the same patterns. Gratitude, forgiveness, do-goodism and such are all part of the same loop. Just be. You like things or don't like things. You're glad or not about things. You do what you do cuz you want to. Don't make a religion, a ritual, an identification about it all. It's just Dream stuff going under the bridge. Your karma can thin appreciably if you let go of the notion that fixing anything, changing anything, bettering anything is going to get rid of suffering. Amelioration happens, but it doesn't get rid of karma. Karma will fall away as you see that it isn't you. It never has been you. It's just been a Game that you've rented for eons. Maybe you want to let it go.
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