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December 3, 2004

Let the Kookie Crumble

Happy Hanukkah this week, beginning the 8th. Happy all holidays to every one in the days ahead. I hope you enjoy yourself and your loved ones throughout it all. It has generally not been an easy year for folks. So relax, enjoy and cruise through Mercury retrograde. The more I look at the Mercury retrograde situation the more I see it as a a time to let go, dissolve, cleanse, trim, dispose and lighten the load all around. The doing of things can be chunky and silly during its retrograde period, so take all that with grains of salt but don't go frozen. The mind always, all ways giveth and taketh away. You just notice it more during Mercury retrograde and therein lies the rub.

Ungroundedness is still pervasive with the dearth of Earth signs. Saturn will be unaspected for some days which can set up a sense of non-direction. You can be looking for a leader but have no traction to follow. Death is poignantly prevalent without any evidence of it. You are grieving your original loss of your self. You have been left with the head of a state you don't much like as your identity. This applies both personally and collectively. Leaders beget followers in the vacuum of one's own lost sovereignty. Claim your own consciousness directly and cut the drudgery loose. Serve nothing and be not served. Make choices and see others making choices. Consciously being cuts through the crap. Trying to figure your way out of the crap encrapsulates you with that stankin' thinkin'.

I suspect we'll be seeing the emperors having no clothes. The boss man is getting comeuppances this week. Sects, lies and videotape reveal more than ever. The guilty are coming out of the woodwork in that unconscious mechanism in which the deceiver wants to be busted. All manner of torture, murder, holocaustic behavior and imprisonment continues to be revealed. It's an Abu Grahiabag of the shadow, a Guano Mentanomo Baywatch of old, nasty boil-lancing excrescent thinking that if faced, can fall away as a dominant subtext of human behavior. We do live in times of great opportunity for the dissolution of the roots of crazy, cruel behaviors.

On the 5th Venus and Mars conjunct at 2:13 pm PST in the power point of mid Scorpio. That's juicy, about as juicy as you can get. If you let the shadowed unconscious material come in to light, you can enjoy simple, clear, impassioned interplay with the world to the degree of intimacy that you choose. If you don't tend to the shadow stuff, you are fucked. Now that is a familiar state but it is likely getting tiresome to you. Intercoursery with life is much more fun than being victimized by your karma over and over again. It's not a big deal. Simply be direct with others and allow them to be direct with you. Everybody has choice in it all. But if you have chunks of old goop that still drive the manifestation of your life, you end up haunted by the sense that you are being done unto and that you must do unto others. Yuck, suck and bad luck. Get off it and you will enjoy getting off more and more.

I know you feel bad, ashamed, wrong, resentful, wounded and so froth. Me too. But it isn't who you are. You are not your feelings, your body, your soul, your karma, your thoughts, your energy, your light, your shadow, your sacred yingyang crown of the glorybe wazzuhallelujah. You are your being, your own consciousness. The rest is a Dream that begets itself perfectly by parting you from your self in plush polarization. Thereafter you chase your tail/tale and that can stank back there where your karma wants to become your future. You can try to get still, silent, transcendent and so on but it really doesn't do shit in the long run big picture. If it did, it would've worked by now. So let go of pretense, postense and nonsense dressed up as meaningful rigmarole and get on with life as you supposedly know it. You are the fun in the Oreo of it all. Let the kookie crumble.

The Unwrapper,
Mark