Whatıs a boy and girl to do? Taking a good look at your shadow, your unconscious surely helps. If you donıt look deep and let go, youıll sink like Iraq. Indecision is rampant, static quo. Fear in the godlightsŠ.. Power is coming apart. Itıs inherent desperation is becoming evermore apparent. The more is sucks the more it wants to suck. Donıt buy the powerless/powerful game. Being present cuts through the victim/tyrant power ploys. You are preparing to move forward intentionally but there is still at times a terrible burn around feeling numb, confused and powerless. Depression is a state of anger turned in. Let the anger blow off. Be aware as you do, but let it rip. Youıll be more present for it. The anger isnıt bad; desire isnıt bad. The mind wants you strung out on denial of yourself. Emotions are just personality farts. Ya, they stink some time but keeping them in cramps your style. Express but donıt make it all real. Live a choice life.